Ashamed, for me
Myself
Ashamed, scared, worried, trapped
Change passwords often
Suddenly desperately can't find mobile
Oh my god, what if they call
Home, can't close curtains, constant guilt
Constant supervision
24 Hour surveillance
What if this was you
24 hours a day
Talking to yourself, for no one's to talk to
Building, building and building
One big fucking lie
One big fat lie of a life
Do you that you hate me so
Will never let me go?
Or do I hate myself so
That I won't go
Can I go?
Can't I go?
Wish life was easy as life
Things never are what they seem...
Ashamed?
WTF?
Too much, it's just too much...
Culturally designed to not burst
Bursting inside
It hurts...
The Truth, it so hurts inside
Truth.
Lies.
Deception.
Pretense.
I am screaming, no one hears me.
