Things have been happening to me for quite some time now and I never really understood what was the purpose of it. I desperatly have been trying to find an answer to the non-sense and I may have found a couple of clues to help me figure out what's going on. Now, I realize you don't know what I'm talking about. So, here is a list of examples of the bizarre things going on:
1) My first encounter with the bizarre was when I was 8 years old. I was lying in bed and I heard someone, right above my head, calling for Michael. It was a kid, calling for him, it was very loud and it scared the hell out of me.
2) I have had dreams or feelings that foretold the future. 2 weeks ago, I woke up in the middle of the night because I heard my brother calling for me in tears and felt he was really sad. I hopped online, hoping he would be there (I'm in Ottawa, he's in Montreal), asked him if he was alright, told me he was. However, I still had the nagging feeling that something was going to happen. In fact, 2 days later, i could feel his sadness over a situation, i would rather not discuss for it is quite a private matter.
3) I have had dead relatives visiting me in my dreams 2 days after their burial to deliver messages to the family.
4) I have been waking up and seeing the silhouette of a man in my room. I havent seen him in a while, but I never really knew who it was.
5) I dreamed of someone i didn't know and saw him the next day. He was blonde in my dream and when I saw him the next day, he was the only blonde among a group of brown haired people.
6) I wake up in the middle of night and see things, call out for help, but nobody wakes up. I go back to sleep, terrified. Worst part is, i see these things while i'm fully awake.
7) Once i was sleeping over at my friend's place. I had trouble sleeping and she was dead asleep. I heard someone whispering in my ear, so I turned around to see what it was, and I heard a cackle. I turned back, trying to ignore it, but it whispered again. So i tried to ignore it and it stopped.
and the list goes on...So, as much as the paranormal scares me, I am striving to find an explanation for all this. I'm trying to find some clues to see if these visions are in fact a gift that i should develop.
It may be a hereditary thing. my mother has had a series of premonitions and visions, as well as my aunt who was a psychic and was freakishly right about most of the things she predicted (she was one of the dead relatives who visited me in my dreams). Also, my grandfather was into the whole spirit encounter thing, he was once thrown in jail, accused of murder by witchcraft. His aunt was into that stuff too and she has had many encounters with the spirit world. I'm thinking maybe the fact that i'm born on October 31st (well, that's what people are telling me) may be of something. I feel comfortable in a cemetary and don't feel awkward around the dead. I saw 2 people comitting suicide and I just kept on walking as if nothing happened.
Am i crazy?! or is there really something i should be looking into?



