BACK TO THIS AGAIN.... NOTHING GOOD LASTS FOR LONG.... AGAIN I WILL GO SPIRALLING DOWN.... NEED TO SELL MY HORSE NOW, HE SAYS... YET "ANOTHER" PROMISE HE REFUSED TO KEEP.... GIVE ME PIECE OF MY LIFE BACK THAN MAKE ME GIVE IT AWAY, YET AGAIN...LIKE ONCE BEFORE WASNT HARD ENUFF TO DO.... HE’LL NEVER KNOW.... JUST ANOTHER CHUNCK OF RESPECT THAT HAS GOTTEN LOST FOR HIM.... MOVING AGAIN??? CANT MAKE IT HERE? WHAT A SURPRISE.... HOUSE IN FORECLOSURE??? WOW..... TIME TO START OVER YET AGAIN..... 34 STARTING OVER.... AGAIN..... I THINK THE REAL STARTING OVER I NEED TO DO BUT DONT YET HAVE THE BALLS TO DO IT, IS STARTING OVER WITHOUT HIM.... THEN I MIGHT HAVE THE STABILITY I NEED ..... BUT IM STUCK ON STUPID... YET, AGAIN.....
