IT’S BEEN A LONGTIME… I HAVEN’T BEEN BLOGGING SINCE THE GIRL I DATE FOUND OUT THAT I BLOG. RITE NOW I JUST GOT OFF AND MY STOMACH IS FEELING PRETTY SICK. I KNOW WHY BUT I JUST DON’T WANT TO SHARE. IM GETTING FAT. MY HANDS STINK AND I DON’T FEEL LIKE TAKING A SHOWER. I JUST DECIDED WHILE I WAS TYPING THIS BLOG THAT I AINT DOING SHIT TONITE BUT SITTING ON MY ASS AND WATCHING TV. I DON’T DO THAT VERY OFTEN BUT I WILL TONIGHT. USUALLY I LISTEN TO MUSIC WHILE I BLOG BUT TODAY I AINT FEELING. IT. I LEAVE FOR SEATTLE ON THE 4TH. I CANT WAIT. I FEEL SAD THAT IM SAD. I FEEL LIKE HEARIN THAT SONG BY NIRVANA THAT SAYS I MISS THE COMFORT IN BEING SAD. I FEEL IN SOMEWAYS THAT I HAVE BEEN SATURATED BY THE BULLSHIT OF THIS JOB. MAYBE ITS TIME FOR A CHANGE. BUT WHAT ELSE CAN I DO? FUCK, I KEEP STICKING MY DIRTY ASS FINGERS IN MY NOSE. I CAN ONLY REMEMBER WASHING MY HANDS ONCE TODAY. MAYBE I WILL HIT THE SHOWER. I DO SOME PRETTY FUCKED-UP SHIT. I KNOW THAT THIS MAY SEEM RANDOM AS HELL BUT WHATEVER. I KINDA NEED TO SHIT. MAYBE THAT’S WHY MY STOMACH HURTS. IM DOWNLOADING IT NOW. FRANCES FARMER WILL HAVE HER REVENGE ON SEATTLE… HOW APPROPRIATE …