• pickersplock said on Mar 17, 2008....

  It will stop a lot faster if you  eat something, and then get yourself to a good doctor
  and/or psychiatrist.  Do you have friends you can call?
  Even one will do!
  How about a family member?

• starchini said on Mar 17, 2008....

  So why do u hate ur self so much?  What makes u such a terrible person?  Because i just dont see it.  And what are u on now, why are u all buzzed? 

• pickersplock said on Mar 17, 2008....

  Ah, I just read back and saw that you are in therapy. 
  That's great, but is it helping?

• quietone said on Mar 17, 2008....

  Hungry ~ you know being in therapy that YOU are the only one that can make "it" stop.  One sure way to make "it" stop is to give it some food.  Feed yourself, feed your mind... feed your soul. 

• Mamie said on Mar 17, 2008....

  hey Hun, what happened with the therapy appt today, did you make it there? Would you believe me if I tell you that you may as well be cutting your daughters heart out with each stroke? You really are. I do not pretend to understand, I have already said that. I am wanting to point out to you that the impact goes well beyond your flesh....stop it. Stop it now and get yourself to either a doctor or an ER and just say "help". Thank God there are people who are blessed enough to understand. Go to them now and say that word. One word. One word. Help. Help. Help. Help. help. Help. say it H.

• Fallyn said on Mar 17, 2008....

  hungry....i do understand.
  i've been there.
  i've been in that place that seems totally hopeless.
  we don't have similar situations though......so i know how i got out of it.....but i'm not sure how to help you.....other than to say keep pushing keep trying keep wanting....and it will happen.
  all you have to start with is wanting to want to......you don't even have to actually want to.....just wanting to want to is enough to start.
  it will get better, just keep hanging in there one day at a time.
  
  and you aren't worthless.
  you're worth all the concern, and the caring and all of it.
  you have at least one person in your life who cares deeply for you.
  and i'm assuming you care deeply for her as well.
  try really hard to feel that care, even if she doesn't always know how to show it.....it's there.
  
  cutting will only make you feel better for a short time....and then it's false...it's just endorphins......just an adrenaline rush....it's not real hun.....it's false.
  caring for yourself it the only real help.
  letting other people care for you is real too.
  cutting and starving is false care. it might feel good in a satisfying kind of way......but it's false satisfaction. false stability.
  self medication for something deeper.
  just keep hanging in there. it will get better.
  
  

• vacantmind said on Mar 17, 2008....

  When I saw the title to your post, I thought of how fragile you must be. I wanted to run and scoop you up. I wanted to protect you from yourself but I can't. So, I sat here hoping that I could find some word that would click and you would realize you are important and worthy of nourishment. Not just for your body but for your mind. I hope that you find that within yourself and you seek the help that you need. I hope that you realize you are needed and loved by your child.
   

• GrapeKoolaid said on Mar 17, 2008....

  The true impetus for change, no, the only impetus for change comes from within.  Until then, nothing anyone says here will matter.  You have to want the change, you have to want the help, in order for you to change, and receive help. 
  
  The only way it's going to stop is if you want it to stop.  Until then, you'll continue doing what it is you're doing.  Make no mistake.  You are doing it.  Not only to yourself, but to your child as well. 
  
  The reason why there are all these hands extended toward you is because every single person above me cares.  If they didn't, they wouldn't have bothered to leave a comment.  They care because you are worth it, even if you don't see it yourself. 
  
  That in itself has to be worth something.    

• MissMimi said on Mar 18, 2008....

  I hate to think of you doing that to yourself.  Like VM, I want to hug you hard and keep hugging you while you scream out your pain.  Please believe this:  You are worth it.  You are the center of your child's world.  She needs you whole and healthy.  Do it for her until you start to want to do it for yourself.   
   
  You are worth it.

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