I don't know what to say. I am overwhelmed with feelings of gratitude today for the people who blog here. I had no idea. I thought I was writing, a couple people would read, and then move on to something much more interesting. Your comments have touched me more than you'll know.
At a moment when I was sitting alone, in the quiet of my house, contemplating what would be easier, pills or a razor blade, I found your comments. And although I was ticked about the email to SC admin, I know it was for my own good, right?
It did scare the shit out of me, though. I kept thinking someone should show up at my door, take me away and place me in a padded room filled with fattening food.
It did scare the shit out of me, though. I kept thinking someone should show up at my door, take me away and place me in a padded room filled with fattening food.
It's ssssssoooooooooooooooooo incredibly hard. I fight it 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. And I get tired. I am tired. And she never goes away.
