I just wanted to remind some of you that I may not be around for a while. I just don't know right now. I have had some massive changes in my life recently, and although my natural life may seem uncertain...I know that it only seems that way. I know that there is actually a wonderful, powerful and intricate weaving of all of our lives. We are not the Weaver...the true Artisan. But we are the cloth, the yarn, the threads, the fibers and even the colors are all of us.
Our paths will cross again if it is meant to be. We are not left to chance. We have the greatest priveledge, if only we will receive it. We have the priveledge of being touched, touched by each other as we meet in the tapestry, touched by the loom created to hold us together until we are finished...and you know it: Touched by the Hand of God. And it feels good friends.
I cried during the writing of my answers to comments on the blog above, because of a deep and abiding Love I feel for all of you. It is powerful and enveloping. It is not like a burden of debt, or a bondage to some desire...it is the purest form of Love! The Love of a Father for His children. Sometimes children appreciate their Father from the start, and never ever stray from that sacred knowledge.
More times than not, we stray, we stomp away finding that we must rebel, revolt, to seek our own independence. He expects that; and He knows who will do it, and how, and why and when! He even welcomes a good debate! Why just think about Job questioning God as to why he was made to suffer so. Think about Abraham when he interceded with God for the life of his nephew Lot. Think of Jacob who was renamed by God, "Israel". He wrestled all night with God and God even put his hip out of joint! But he wrestled with God and man and prevailed!
That should give you hope my friends! It gives me hope! He can handle your doubts. He wants you to talk to Him...be with Him. Get to know Him and question Him. He loves it. He loves you.
So eventhough my world is shaken, I am being awakened to even greater levels of awareness. Even though I am going through some radical changes and heart breaking losses in my life right now, and I am mourning and grieving for what was and what might have been...I know that through all of this: First and foremost, I am in Him. I am in the Eternal System. I am part of the Great I Am, because He sent His Son to die for me, and I know it. He had me covered over 2000 years ago. He repaired the breaches of my life in the most fascinating way. He had a plan, and had planned for everything in my life. I am taking one step at a time in what has been a very long journey.
I am praying for my loved ones, near and far, and I am praying for you too. Be Good people. Live it. Live In It. Take good care of each other in your little bit of the world. Because it all matters.
Everything matters.
May God bless you all, and keep you, may He make His Face to shine upon you, and give you Peace.
It's so simple it's beautiful. Just ask my friend beyondtheveil. "Simplicity" is Perfection.
I love you all. I had to write this tonight, because I'm not taking any chances with you...you gotta know that. He Loves you so much, that I just have to tell you all right now.
G-d bless you too Trinov. Special lady. Warrior at heart. Fiercely loyal, fiercely loving. I will always keep you in my prayers too....when I pray to The Father, towards the East in the morning, I think of you and the Trombonist. Be safe. Be good. Take care.
Peace, out (for now) my fellow-think-babies.
truthsayer
