and it sucks becuase i keep finding hot people, that are bi and gay, and it sucks beucase they dont know i like them and/or they are in a relationship. it sucks becuase i think that I could be really, really making one of these people happy and that makes me happy.
I just wish that I could find someone that wants to be with me, even if it is for a short time. I am so sick of being alone.
Ah too the looking for a girfriend again, I hate the search, because its always confusing- a schmorgusborg of mixed emotions and mixed signals. I wish someone would just say to me,
hey , your hot, i know you think im hot, wanna go out,, it might just be a little fling but you wanna be my girlfriend? i know your polyamourous so me flirting and you flirting would still be cool, and I will ask before I do anyone else ... okay?
why Cant i find someone like that?
