To quit or not to quit. My job, that is. For several months now, I have been contemplating on quitting my office job of three years. It has become really boring and tiring. I feel that I have just been dragging myself to go to work because I need the money. I have just finished my to-do-list for today. I need to finish 6 tasks, but I haven't even started one. It feels awful.
I've been working as an executive secretary to the President & CEO of a big company. But I guarantee you, it's not as good as it sounds. Sigh. On the average, I spend 12 hours a day in the office. My tasks are seasonal so there are days when I need to juggle things and days when all I need to do is wait until my boss goes home. Needless to say, twelve hours of waiting is utterly boring. And that is a lot of time to just waste on waiting. By the way, I also travel to and from office everyday. That takes around 3 hours a day. So, that leaves me with only 9 hours to spend at home, 5 to 6 hours of which I spend on sleep. Sigh.
I really want to quit. The only thing that's holding me back is the salary. It's not even enough, but currently, it is what sustains my family. I'm a breadwinner and I'm supporting a household of five. We used to be only three in the household, but when my dad passed away last year, I had to take in my sick mom and youngest brother. I hate to admit this, but our financial status often leads us to heated arguments. Sigh. I find myself sighing more often these days.
My question is, is there really a work-at-home job that can replace my current office job? My youngest brother dropped out from school to take care of our mom, which I find so unfair for him. Unfortunately, I can't do anything about it just yet. I want to send him to school again, but I need to take care of mom AND earn a living at the same time. I really need all the help I can get. I hope someone can enlighten me.



