so this is it the guy im idk we we were engaged but i gave him his ring back but we're still together so i dont know what that makes us but we were best friends for 3 years before we started to date and i thought everything is gonna be perfect the future is planned down to the kids name and the house plans but i cant stand him anymore and i love him but i wish we could have just stayed friends and now im stuck not having my own life just living his and dont get me wrong hes a smart choice to marry a computer genius and wants kids and the rest of every little girl's dream he gives me everything i want he just cant or wont give me anything i need and now im stuck head over heals for a guy from work hes got all his priorities straight probably can cook his own food hes sweet and the best/worst part is he likes me too but i have to go home with the boy who has to be picked up after cant wake up on his own and has to be reminded to brush his teeth everyday and something is gonna happen monday when i go back to work with this perfect man ( if there was such a thing) and i cant decide what to do do i tell him im not single do i pretend otherwise i mean i dont want to lie to him and thats if i can even control myself or think at all if and when a sticky situation occurs  but if i screw this up ill be out of home a couple friends and how am i suppose to go back to work there if he hates me i dont know how i keep getting in these situations but i keep telling myself follow my heart but all that does is breaks someone elses heart and makes me more miserable in the end but i dont want to settle i know the one i have can provide me a great future and loves me to death but i absolutely refuse to be a stay at home mom its ok for the ones who want to do it but i spent my whole life taking care of and raising brothers and boyfriends and i want to know that i can be happy too instead of just making everyone comfortable and joyful and what about me can this end well?