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Dear diary:

Before anything else, can you please show me that heartbreaker smile of yours, and smile with these road workers?

peon caminero, intaglio

Now to our main agenda for today:

In one of her recent blogs, I love the smell... , Alyss admitted to being enamoured by the smell  of thick, steaming black asphalt, and that she couldn't help but stop and inhale deeply, over and over again, while a crew prepared to re-lay a pavement with the asphalt.

I wrote a comment, saying that I loved the smell of asphalt, too, perhaps because I associate it with some memorable childhood experience.

Now that I think back on that comment, I realize that some childhood memories did create in me a special attachment for the smell of asphalt. Well, not exclusively that of asphalt smell, but a mix of smells that include asphalt.

My parents settled down in a coastal city, where I was born, and all of us four siblings easily took to beach and water. But, like I said in earlier entries, we also spent much of our childhood summers either in the quaint little upland riverside town where my mother grew up, or in a mountain resort city several hours ride away.

Both places were mountainous, covered with conifers, and with the local road system still underdeveloped. In short, there was much road-building and tree-felling activity, which children our age held so much fascination for.

Road-building and tree-felling weren't the only things we watched all summer long, of course.

We would roam the rural and suburban countryside, hiking all day either along the roads or cross-country -- jumping fences, fording brooks, climbing fruit trees, getting bitten by bees and big red ants, running away from angry dogs... that sort of thing.

And I particularly remember one of the best fun games we had -- running against the incoming fog as it swiftly crept along the roads. Always, at first we would race ahead, but inevitably it would catch up with us.

In my child's mind, the incoming fog seemed like a gentle and wild creature, a soft and mysterious giant white buffalo that ran after us, then blanketed us with its thick cold fur and peculiarly quiet breathing.

But my brothers and I came back, again and again, to the curiosities of road-building, watching road workers as they handled this bizarre material called asphalt.

Road workers would dump heaps of hot asphalt on a rough road, set up an oil drum (containing tar) on huge river boulders, and start a big fire fed by thick resinous pine logs. The smoke from the burning pine alternately drew us in with its aroma and warmth, then as the wind shifted direction, beset our eyes and noses and drove us away to watch again from another side.

Then, when the tar was melted, the road workers would use tin-can dippers on long poles to spread out the tar on the road surface, then lay the asphalt with spades and rakers. The tampers and steamroller machines came in last. It was mostly manual, unlike today's behemoth two-lane macadam paving machines.

I loved the whole ambience of it, but especially the combination of the tar boiling on oil drums, the smoke coming from burning resinous pine logs, and, quietly from the background, the thick fog coming in to dampen everything -- colors, smells, sounds -- like a soft watercolor wash on a Chinese painting.

That scene frequently replayed itself during the summers of my youth, so much so that when I first gained confidence (as a struggling young artist) in intaglio etched printing, I tried to capture the same feeling by drawing the road-workers as I remembered them.

I sketched direct, from my memory, to the zinc alloy plate covered by a thin film of ... guess what... tar, of course. And what did I use for giving a grainy texture to the etched intaglio piece? Why, powdered resin, of course.

So there it is, the art work I made. (Scroll up for a quick glance, please.) I made it when I was 18. It's a work I'm very proud of.

Come to think of it: A worker creates art on metal, paper and ink, using tar and resin, to remember other workers of his childhood, who created art on road, gravel, and asphalt, also using tar and resin.

I smile at the poetic rightness of it all.

Ain't it funny sometimes how we can so easily connect a seemingly ordinary smell, taste, or sound, a specific street scene, to some of our most cherished childhood memories? Thank you, Alyss, for making me relive that connection in my mind today.



(Psst. Diary. Hey. I hope you liked my story today. Sorry that I had to use Photoshop to deface the captions at the bottom of my work, which contains my name and the title of the print, which also contains the name of the place. I hope you understand. The original work remains as is, I assure you. Big smile.)




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  • Lucytorial said on Mar 14, 2008....
    Hey thats really cool, I remember as a kid my sister and I use to on a hot summers day sit on the edge of our road waiting for the tar to bubble up from the heat, we'd then get sticks and play with that stuff until it was all over us! needless to say mom went off her nut! but I remember the smell and gooy sticky fun we had.

    Nice one moon!
  • TinSoldier said on Mar 14, 2008....
    I love it, man. I didn't even realize that it was your own work until I got to the end.

    Very nice!
  • silverwhisper said on Mar 15, 2008....
    there's something about reading your blog entries--esp your recollections--that never fails to stir something deep within me, moon. nothing i can put into words--and leaving me speechless is quite the trick, i assure you--but it rekindles a yearning for my own memories of days past.

    ed
  • Me-Myself&I said on Mar 15, 2008....
    Moonriver, you have got to be someone very famous with the talents you have....artist, music maker, writer, cook, smart as can be, soldier, family man, ladies man....werewolf   :~)  Who IS that masked man?....and don't say the lone ranger, neither. *smile* (hug)
     
    Thank you. You take care now!  ;~)  ~see ya
  • moonriver said on Mar 15, 2008....
    lucy -- Your summers were that hot? Well, at least you and your kid sister found a way to make it fun. Gooey sticky fun. Now that you're a big girl, I'm sure you're still partial to some gooey sticky fun every now and then. Lol.

    tinman -- Hey thanks again for the nice words. Btw, the "A/P" means "artist's proof" -- which means it's not part of the official run. I don't exactly remember now, but I think I made 20 editions of this print, and perhaps sold 10, 15; the rest were lost or given away. This A/P is the only copy which I know still exists. It's in the care of a trusted friend.

    ed -- I'm glad my recollections stir similar feelings in you, about memories of earlier years. I myself had nearly forgotten this particular memory, until the exchange in Alyss' blog made me recall this etching I made, and my childhood experiences that underlie it.

    memyself -- Lol. I'm not "famous" by any acceptable measure. I mean, I can walk my city's streets without worrying that on every corner people will turn their heads and say, "Hey, isn't that Moonriver, the artist-musician-writer who cooks clam soup for his co-workers?" And I am definitely not, repeat, not a ladies' man; neither am I a lone ranger. It's somewhere between the two extremes... :-) Hey, thanks for dropping by, friend.


  • jenniredd said on Mar 15, 2008....
    hey that is totally "cool"
  • mobil said on Mar 15, 2008....
    Great story well told moon, oh and a very good piece of art work from your youth. You have a talent there, ok two things. Macadam, this is what the paved roads were called in my youth, but you hear no one today calling a road macadam. I don't know why either, it's black top usually or just paved.
     
    The other thing, I worked with asphalt paving roads and driveways two different times. Once in Southern Idaho and in New Jersey also. You are absolutely right, there is a great smell to that asphalt, I think the stuff in it that smells is called napha. I could be off on the spelling of that. I used to stand on that 400 degree asphalt in the summer when the sun bore down on me. I got brown as a berry working that stuff and I cannot be near it today without lingering for the smell.
     
    Ok three things, I understand your liking of the pine logs burning, but you have to tell me that you also enjoyed the smell from harvested evergreen trees? I just love the smell of the pitch as I walk along a new cut forest road or a clear cut in the forest. I can almost conjure up all there of those smells just sitting here sniffing haha........good remembrances moon
  • moonriver said on Mar 15, 2008....
    hi jenniredd -- I was writing a follow-up blog about the print, actually. But a few household chores got the better of me on this Sunday morning hahaha. Maybe tomorrow. Hey, thanks for dropping by. I've begun to read your blog too.

    hi mobil -- Yup, I kept reading about "macadam" in some literature, and when I looked it up, hey, it was just plain ol' asphalt paving haha. Yeah, the black sticky goo is a petroleum derivative, and all derivatives have these volatile oils that give off distinct smells.

    Harvested evergreen trees? Man, there's a lot of good memories for me too whenever I get a whiff of that smell. Logging camps. Sawmills. Newly-built shacks made of log flitches. Gooey but aromatic resin that sticks to your clothes and hands when you make the mistake of leaning or sitting on freshly-cut timber.

    Once,  while assigned to kitchen duty at dawn, with breakfast and coffee all set and with nothing better to do, I used an ax to chop thin flints of resinous wood from a fallen pine branch as thick as my thigh, and sent a dozen in a package to Sophie, with a letter saying, basically, "I love this scent of the forest. I hope the smell is still there when this letter reaches you... :-)"

  • queenparanoia said on Mar 16, 2008....

    i'm truly amazed at your talent moon... youre a good artist and a great writer... what else can't you do???? lol.. =)

    this post made me remember my home back in iloilo... so many memories... =)

  • moonriver said on Mar 16, 2008....
    hi queenie -- Oh, there's thousands of things I can't do, I assure you. For example, I can't really turn into a werewolf during the full moon, and travel in giant leaps and bounds to knock on your bedroom window during moonlit nights. In reality, I turn into a werewolf anytime of day, and buy an airline ticket to travel to your place in Iloilo like ordinary people do. Lol.


  • queenparanoia said on Mar 16, 2008....
    that actually would be scary.. =)
  • KathQuiet said on Mar 17, 2008....
    I love the art accompanying this post!  It's so earthy and evocative of hard-working people, the kind I grew up around.  Dad was blue collar all the way and completely resisted the pull into gray collarness, even.  Work as a dispatcher?  Not on y'r life!  So, yeah, we were sort of poor, but Dad generally liked working hard, Mom knew not much different and us kids held ourselves above the welfare class, which we just escaped, feeling as if we had some right to sniff and snort at "them." 
     
    The drawing is great in that it captures the joyfulness that can come with the comraderie of toiling physically with others, while also capturing the weariness it brings.  In the faces I see life-fullness, resignation and wonder if there's anything more.  I see every working person in my old neighborhood.  I see Dad and I see me in days past, before I flew to the work of soft hands.  Thank you for bringing those roots back to surface.  It's good to remember from where I came.
  • moonriver said on Mar 18, 2008....
    queenie -- Like I said, my friend. During full-moon nights, keep those windows shut tight. The shadow lurking behind those coconut fronds softly swaying in the breeze might not be your gentle werewolf friend but a more aggressive suitor. *wink*

    kathquiet -- Thank you very much. You are the very first blogger here who commented on the intaglio print itself, which I consider as one of my most precious works.

    I'm glad it evoked in you these feelings of empathy for manual (even menial) workers -- exactly the same feelings that drove me to create this image, first as a pen-and-ink sketch, and later as an etched zinc plate.

    If you back-track to my earlier blogs, you'll see why I have a special attachment to workers and other street denizens. Are you familiar with the works of artist Ben Shahn?

    It's good that you noticed the mix of emotions shown on the faces of the three workers. Joy in one face, exhaustion in a second, and wary anticipation in the third. 

    When I first did the image as a pen-and-ink sketch, I simply put down on paper what my mind and memory saw. The only adjustment I made was that I drew them not while they were working, but as they would have posed in front of a camera.

    It was only later that I noticed having drawn different facial expressions on the three workers. And yes, the mix of emotions gave a certain depth to the posed picture that would have been missing if I drew them while working.

    You seem very much aware of the social milieu of your roots, and very proud of the ways your Mom and Dad raised you. I hope your blog will touch on these topics. I'll try to give time to read them.

    Again, many thanks, Kath. I really appreciate your taking the time to post your thoughtful comment here... :-)

  • gingersoul said on Mar 19, 2008....

    Moon......i am sure your diary had smiled and smiled watching this print, before frowning because of some temporary insanity of teh author....sudden state of mind soon reconposed , luckily...:-). 

    I found this print simply full of love....its a touching tribute to your land, your people, your roots., I can see how much transport and focus you had must put while you were working on its creation.

    I can easily imagine you while seating on the border of this scene edge (as you have learned to do very well for the rest of your life, my periherical friend) and observing your brothers ...

    I feel that you felt them as your brothers, if not of blood surely of common life, and trials and fights....

    I sense the pride and the compassion toward them..how well you captured their different expressions...their inner being....

    The work is very well done for being opera of a 18 yo artist..i saw other artworks of yours......you never cease of amaze me....:-)

     

     

  • moonriver said on Mar 20, 2008....
    Hi friend Ginger -- Picture this scene: I'm 18. Just released from prison. I'm thinking of going back to the university. But it's the middle of the semester, so I have to wait a few months. I decide to join an artist-friend who has a print atelier in the bohemian quarters of a seaside resort city, and be some sort of apprentice and learn the craft.

    On most days, I wake up at 4 am, take a public ride to the waterfront for a quick jog, sometimes join the Tai chi white-hair battalion in their early morning routines, then walk a short distance back to the print atelier by 6 am. At this hour, when I'm alone, I can work very quickly.

    I cut a big (100 cm x 100 cm) zinc alloy panel to more manageable sizes. Then I choose one, smoothening the rough edges with a steel file. I paint a coating of soft tar on the plate's smooth surface, then heat the plate on an electric stove. After the tar-coated plate cools, I sit on a well-lighted bench, take out my pen-and-ink sketches, select one, and transfer it by hand to the plate, using a steel stylus that cuts easily through the tar coating, exposing the metal underneath.

    After the entire pen-and-ink is resketched onto the tar coating (and remember, it has to be in reverse, so you need a little Da Vinci mirror-magic in your mind to do it manually), I dip the plate into an acid bath tray. I time it carefully so that the acid makes a clean etch on the exposed line drawing. Often, I expose a selected area, sprinkle resin powder on it, reheat on stove, then put back into acid bath tray, to produce a fine grain texture.

    And that is just to produce the plate.

    Then comes the paper cutting, inking, actual printing, and drying, all of which are done manually on these big medieval flatbed rollers with corkscrew wheels, straight out of Gutenberg. Often, I would turn out 10-20 good prints in one day, depending on the paper quality and rate of wastage.

    It would take me a whole new blog (too long for just one blog, actually), to describe the printing process. In fact, I'm writing it in draft form now, tentatively entitled, "My calloused hands and dirty fingernails."

    By then, it would be 6 p.m., and me and the other atelier artists would be tired, and some of the older ones (who had money) would invite us younger, struggling ones to some pub for a few rounds of beer, or even to some rathole for a sleazy evening with a sloppily-painted whore.

    I never went with them. Instead, I walked back again to the waterfront to enjoy the sea breeze, watch the sunset, among the young lovers, joggers, and elder people walking their dogs. Mind you, it wasn't any romantic urge that pulled me there, but to sketch street gamin, beggars, hoboes, and pier workers.

    Later on, even after I went back to the university, I would continue to work in this print atelier by the sea-front during weekends.

    The prints that I did were sold mostly to tourists who frequented the seafront and red-light district of that city. I felt like just another street denizen, selling my wares side by side with a whole assortment of pedestrian vendors.

    I guess what I'm trying to say here is that making this print (and the other prints I did) is no simple matter of sitting down on a quiet park or on a well-lighted room and sketching to my heart's content. It required tedious manual labor, which gave me calloused hands and dirty fingernails. And a deep sense of street wisdom.

    This period in my life helped shape my artist credo, to be not an artist for the glitzy metropolitan galleries and rich people's portraits that will adorn their great halls, but an artist that lives among the ordinary people, the manual workers, the bottom-feeders, the so-called scum of the earth, and learns to subsist and scrape for food as they do.

    Thank you, dear friend. I'm so glad you could drop by. It was your appreciation of my other art works that inspired me to post this blog. :-)


  • gingersoul said on Mar 20, 2008....
    Hi friend Moon........you don't have to worry........soon or later i will always come to you....:-)
  • moonriver said on Mar 20, 2008....
    Heh, I think I saw my diary flash her heart-breaker smile just now.

    But a slight correction, Ginger my friend. The insanity is not temporary. It's permanent. Although, yes, there's one or two among its multifacets that the author  would certainly like to do away with, haha.

  • skald said on Mar 22, 2008....
    Oh what a lovely post. Yes, they still put asphalt on the roads here each summer. Guess they do elsewhere too. Thank you Moon. The picture is ever so good.
  • skald said on Mar 22, 2008....
    I should have said that the picture is a piece of art and your writing is so vivid. Thanks for sharing this. You really are an artist. 

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