You are a lot of woman obvioiusly!You are also obviously,I think,a fiery Latin lady,probably from AZ.You are obviously a handfull.You know great sex and how to get it.From reading a lot of your posts,many of your ups and downs are a result of hormones.The raging ups and downs of the female and her hormone levels,compounded with birth control products-you are a ticking bomb,ready to blow.As someone who never knew when he got back from a TDY WHO would be greeting him,I KNOW about raging hormones.I feel like I have been married to atleast FOUR distinct women within one spiffy body.If I were you,I'd get a BIG bottle of St.Johns Wort from Walmart (in the herb and vitamin section by the pharmicia) and take 3 each am and three each eve.Works great for a lot of folks for easing the strains of hormone swings.Worked real well for my wife.
The great and lasting love we all seek,takes HARD work,infinite patience and more wisdom than most in this life possess.other wise half of all marriages would not fail.
I wish I spoke Spanish.My Twin sons do since they spent two years each living in Mexico.They are in Iraq for trip two right now,sadly.When I took them to Miami a few years ago,right after their Mexican period,my Cuban friends said they spoke Spanish extremely well,but couldn't understand how two white-bread gringos could have such bad Mexican accents.Actually,they said DAMN MEXICAN accents.Turns out Cubans don';t often like Mexicans.very often.