Sometimes I wonder if I will ever laugh again, love again or be worthy enough to be loved.  Every person' path I cross, I'm tossed asise like yesterdays garbage.  Everything I touch falls apart.  I'm rejected by all.  When will it end?  When do I deserve to have the sun shine upon me.  All my life I've been cursed!

 

How do I end this reptitive lifestyle?  They say history repeats itself.  I'm living proof.  It seems to never end.  If it is something I doing, then how do I cnage?  If it's a curse, how do I break it?  All people in my life has turned against me.  My life is empty.  I continue to search form my soul purpose.  I FEEL LOST!