its so nice to say i love you again in person and not have to miss her . Shes not a neice shes a sister and i love her more then anything in this world i hate the way things are and i wish that the family never had to be split up cause the things that i am missing make me sick .

Then i think about you and you make the trivial things more trivial you make me laugh at your pety ways and i think that i dont need you cause of all the other things i have. So i guess now your just the old paart of my life, i will forget you in time if you dont want to partake in my life as you have for the last 7 years .. nobody can understand this unless they are in my position love has taught me many things . but not how to understand evil and mean and thats what you are