i am so mad .. i want to yell at someone or kick something  cause i don t  think this is fair why the fuck is it rite to hurt someone who loves you enough to stick around when your a big asshole or whenever you need them even when you talk shit about them behind their back and are not nice to them in general at times.. FRiends , make your life easier ha .. not all of them and that is FOR sure .. like why cant she grow up and stop treating me like this .. i did nothing wrong to her .. all i do is try to be her friend an she keeps pushing me away and then in the end she gets mad cause i am distanced,.. make sense out of it all cause i cant .. i am so sick of everythun like we are DEF tooo old for this and i jus want things to go back to normal ..  i should ot need to appologize for the things i did not do or feel bad when she is the one being so mean .. i am siccccccccccckkk of it all i think i am goin crazy some days like .. leave me alone either be my friend ALL the time like i am with you or fuck off aussee i am passed this lil i dont like you today and i like you morrow or i jus dont like you for no reason stage and ready to move on with it .. if your my friend o k thats kewl i like to have friends its awesome if not then keep it to yourself and fuck off :)