I'm cranky and procrastinating. That' not a good combination.
Part of the crankiness is due to the lack of quality sleep I've been getting. This cough has kept me up night after night for a week. Today it has subsided just a bit, but that is after I had two coughing fits yesterday that resulted in me vomiting. I guess it is good to get the phlegm out of my system. It just wears me out. I've not been coughing so much today.
I've been worried about my right big toe again. I've filed the nail properly but it is still poking the skin next to the nail creating a sore spot. That sends me into panic mode if I'm not careful, which in turn sends of my blood sugar. It's a vicious circle. Now I've got a piece of cotton under the edge of the toenail with some triple anitbiotic ointment on it to both raise the toenail and treat the tiny bit of irritation. I hate the fear that rises in me because of this damn diabetes.
I am procrastinating a big financial report that I need to do. I have an appointment with the accountant next Tuesday. It's crunch time. I shouldn't even be blogging, but I am. I know I'll get the report done. I just need to start and then it will flow. I have all of the information organized. I finished that part of it yesterday.
My mom called to cancel our usual Thursday get together for tomorrow. That always brings me down a bit. I do look forward to that day away from the farm. But, the road is so muddy here right now that I don't even know if I could make it out with the car.
I colored my hair two days ago and my husband hasn't even noticed. Granted, it was a subtle change, but it is a little lighter and shinier. I'm kind of bummed that he doesn't pay attention to me, but that is nothing new.
Speaking of hair, I'm getting my hair cut on Friday. I scheduled it so that I can take the four wheel drive pickup out be back before my husband has to go to work. I'm long past needing a good shape up.
I've wasted half a day. I need to make myself get busy on that report.
Thanks for reading.
CW



