Stupid stupid fool.  Who is stupid??  Is he stupid or Am I the greatest fool?  A fool that trust, a fool that believes.  The stupid idiot fool who see things at the superficial level.  A stupid fool who only see to believe.  A stupid fool who do not want to learn, but SEE to learn, HEAR to learn, but REFUSE TO LISTEN and refuse to READ what is important, but READ only HOW TO MAKE MORE MONEY, HOW TO BECOME MILLIONAIRE, HOW TO EARN MORE MONEY, HOW TO GET RICH, HOW TO MAKE FAST MONEY, HOW TO MAKE EASY MONEY. 

Heartache, heartache!  Vomit blood, vomit my stomach out, vomit my intestine out, vomit my heart out!  Everything new must have, everything new must try, everything people do must follow, everything must follow what people do.  Why don't he follow GOD?  Why don't he follow the wiser man and "FOLLOW" his eyes SEE.  FOLLOW BEAUTY or FOLLOW IMPRESSION? 

Buy Durian for children to eat, NO MONEY.  Buy roasted meat for daughter to eat, $1 also waste money.  Buy food for dinner, buy food for lunch, buy food for snack, all is waste money.  Don't eat food better!  But buy vitamins, shop for multivitamins and shop for haircare products. 

Want to learn but don't want to READ.  Buy Books, but all are decorations.  BUY and BUY, only buy things that are not fit for the brain and not fit for the soul.  Don't want to face books but go FaceBook, see to motivate, see to get tempted!!!!

Idiot, fool, stupid!  I am!  But I am still willing.  WHY???  I will tell you the answer someday, it is no secret, but why can't I tell now?  Am I worthy?  Someday, someday. 

Let my heart heal.  Let my heart calm down, let my mind be at peace.