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PaperBack in Hospital ;_(

Never_Mind_The_Quality posted on Mar 04, 2008 | views: 913 | Tags: paperbackwriter, hopsital, feel better, recovery, hospital, depression
Hamburg, sunny and 6ºC,  Amsterdam, sunny and 7.

I always look at the weather station on my laptop, to see how the weather is in our city.
We call it our city because we both love it so much. Hamburg.
It's what brought us together, the first time we met.
I tease her by saying the weather here is brighter and she should move here fast.
But she knows I love that city and would like to live there with her too.

She told me:"They say the weather is the same as in London, rainy and misty.
And that's why the people are the same as Londoners."
We were walking down the waterfront at St. Pauli's last september when I jumped up
as a captain of a site seeing ship gently shouted in my ear: "Rundfahrt !!!!!!???"
In other words; if we would like to join him on his ship for a tour of the harbour.
I love walking with her. She's like an ambassador of Hamburg.
She invites you and makes you fall in love with the town.
I did too, after I fell in love with her.

We wrote and called each other every day-and-night, for three months before we met for
the first time. It was august in Amsterdam, She is the most un-selfish and kind being I met
in my life. Never asking anything for herself. It's always for her sweeties or other people
The most beautiful thing she did was to ask me if I would share her baby with her.
And I do.
We independently came up with the same name.
Mary Tate was born one week before my birthday in november.

On new years eve in Hamburg  we took Mary and  walked along the river " Alster". It flows
along her house and then all the way to the centre of town where it seems to end in a lake,
but it doesn't. It secretly disappears on the left side of the townhall and meanders on.
We had dinner at the Europassage. Tate, five weeks old, of course was stealing hearts all around us.
At midnight we saw the fireworks where we kissed each other a happy new year.
Baby Tate safely tucked away in a sling in my coat.

Happy times

But lately her depressions were getting worce again.
We've been longing to be together but officialdom is in our way.
And with her not being able to go out and do the things only she
can do, it seemed to all come to a halt.

Last night, she told me she finaly had an appointment with the psychiatrist.
It took her long to call because she never asks for help. She only helps others.
I had to work early this morning, but come midnight I still couldn't sleep.
So I went on line and she was there.
We chatted and she said she felt better and would turn in, but I knew she would stay up.
Even though we are far apart, we feel each other so well.
She was nervous for this mornings appointment.
I was too but I didn't let her know .

And this afternoon I got the sms saying:

"Will have to stay in the
 hospital indefinetly  Pete
 I will get a single room
 with Mary. Will write you later.

Can't call her, can't reach her and can't get to her now.
Don't want to cry. Want to be strong. But I'm glad she has Mary.
That means she's not on medication because she's breastfeeding.

Now, the weather doesn't interest me. I can't tell her anyway that it started raining here and
that she now seems to have the sun.  She won't be on MSN, won't be on the phone, won't
be on Skype and she won't be here for a while.



Our Paper is in hospital.

Dear Friends of Paper , Would you write to her? Words mean so much to her.
I will send or read it to her and will keep you up to date with what happens.

Yours, Pete.

P.S. Tears in my eyes. I just saw her Happy together post.



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Comments

  • moonriver said on Mar 04, 2008....
    pete -- i understand, i know how it must feel. paper is a wonderful woman. you'll take good care of her and mary tate, im sure
  • Never_Mind_The_Quality said on Mar 04, 2008....
    Thanks moon,

    She'll appreaciate your comment.  I LOVE  your name.
    We get sobby when I play it over Skype.
    But I'm not here to catch credits.
    I would like you all to write to Paper.

    Thanks! ;-))


    Yours, ~Q

  • the_infernal_optimist said on Mar 04, 2008....
    Paper is one of my dearest, most long-standing, warmest friends here at SC. She was one of the first people to comment on my posts on a regular basis, and she always seems to find the perfect thing to say to let me know that I have a place here amongst friends. :)

    Thinking of you, Paper! ((hugs)) for you and your sweet baby girl!

    Thanks for posting this, Pete.

    ~Infernal
  • Never_Mind_The_Quality said on Mar 04, 2008....
    Thank You  ~Infernal   I love your comments all around.

    Thanks so much. She will love this.
    I just came off the phone with Joanna. We cryed alot but there are also tears of joy, for we both were afraid that we would lose each other, while we both know that we love the other so much.
    And I could hear Mary Tate cooing at the background. I read her this piece and will read all of your sweet wishes to her tomorrow morning. If you'd like to see Mary, she's on Joanna's blog. it's such a sweet pic. I took it X-mas last year.

    Thanks for your support (I can't say it enough)  Butts with party hats from Paper <3<3<3
  • gingersoul said on Mar 04, 2008....

    Peter, please tell Joanna that i wish her all the best. A quick recovery and a  wonderful future with the people she loves. And it seems.... she loves you...:-)

    I understand your situation very well. I have been there.

    Thank you for letting us know about her. I am sure you will keep us update.

    Joanna and I met during a beautiful river trip here at SC....and we felt immediately very close. I always told her she reminds me a lot me of one dear friend of mine because of her silly emoticons...

    Give her a big hug from me. And please you stay strong for her.{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}

  • Twylarants said on Mar 04, 2008....
    Dear Paper~ Please take care of yourself and know that you'll be missed very much while you're gone.  I'm going to visit your blog now to see the pic of Miss Mary Tate that Peter told us about.
    Ok, I'm gonna attempt the party hat butts now.  Don't laugh.
    <3 ( believe it or not, P, I did the first one backwards...>3...ok, you can laugh now).
    <3<3<3<#...oops...<3<3<3
  • killingme4u said on Mar 04, 2008....
    hey...please tell paper killi is thinkin of her.she always makes me smile w/ the comments she leaves me and i've really gotten to like her.i hope she's ok.i relate to her alot.very sweet she is.
  • secretlife said on Mar 04, 2008....
    Please tell Jo that I'm happy she's getting help.
    And that she remains in my prayers.
    I think it's a good sign that she can keep Mary Tate with her....and I just know she's going to get better soon.
     
     
     
     
  • evil_twin said on Mar 04, 2008....
    I already spoke to you earlier, Pete, but I wanted to say something here too. Just make sure Joanna knows that me and Natalie are thinking of her and wanting her to get better. She's a very sweet and good friend to both of us, and we'll both miss her while she's gone. I wish her peace, happiness and light....and soon.

    -Kyle
  • mobil said on Mar 04, 2008....
    Tell Paper I send my love and to get well soon.
  • Jenna said on Mar 05, 2008....

     

    Pete....please tell Jo that her Godmosie sends her love.  I am so  glad she is getting some help and is in a safe place.  Please keep us posted on her recovery!

  • Never_Mind_The_Quality said on Mar 05, 2008....
    I woke up next  to my laptop. All lights still on.
    Been doing lots of things and getting nowhere.
    listening to "moonriver" which is our song.
    I called Joanna and read her all you beautiful messages.
    You made her laugh cry and smile,(me too)

    She said this:

    Jo:    "Thank you for all the support;
               Thank you for all your words
                of encouragement.
                Words that gave me strenght,
                that I needed to help myself.
            
    Thank you: moonriver
    Thank you:~Infernal
    Thank you:  Ginger~
    Thank you:  Twylarants >3>3 oh <3<3<3
    Thank you:  Killi
    Thank you:  evil and cuty
    Thank you: mobil
    Thank you:  Jenna.

    She's talking to good people now.
    And I have to put ice on my eyes now for I have to go to work.
    Being an old radio guy I want to leave you with our song, and say

    Thanks for listening..and

    Stay tuned.......   We love you (Party hat Butts)







  • polarheart said on Mar 05, 2008....
    Dear NMTQ, thank you for letting us know about dear Paper.  She seemed to have got her second breath recently, but I guess things have been worse for her than what I assumed.  Paper is a darling and I only wish her happiness, health and love.  Please send her a big (((((HUG))))) from me.
     
    Polar xox
  • quietone said on Mar 05, 2008....
    Oh I am beside myself also.  Please tell her that I send her love and hugs and hope for a speedy recovery for her.  May she come home to the ones that love her soon~  Tell her I miss her too.  Thank you Quality for the news and please keep us updated.  {{hugs} to you also, it sure isn't easy on you either.
  • husbandhater said on Mar 05, 2008....
    Feel better Paper
  • anonymous said on Mar 05, 2008....
    I feel really bad for you paper, didn't know you were having such a difficult time. Wished I could have been there more for you.  I have my own problems with depression too.
  • pickersplock said on Mar 05, 2008....
    Tell her, we wish her all the best.
    And we'll miss her terribly.
  • MissMimi said on Mar 05, 2008....

    Paperdoll, I am so glad that you asked for help.  It was very brave of you.  I understand just how difficult taking that first step is.  The most important thing now is to focus on getting stronger.  There are so many people here who have been touched by your sweetness, myself among them. 

    I'm sending along warm hugs, and good thoughts.  Take the time you need to get better.  We will all be here when you get back.  I miss my Nora Roberts buddy, and let's not forget the Beatles!

    Hugs from Mimi 

  • kruuyai said on Mar 05, 2008....
    Paper:  I'm glad that you asked for help, too.  You seem to have been in a scary place recently, and I was concerned for you.  I'm glad that you took steps to keep yourself and your baby safe until this passes, as you know it will.  I didn't realize you were still nursing.  I guess that's why you haven't gone back on the meds.  Mary Tate has a very loving mother.  Make sure she gets to know her and love her the whole time she's growing up.  {{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
  • Me-Myself&I said on Mar 05, 2008....

    :~(  i have a lump in my throat from reading this. Paper and i just started to talk here and on myspace. There was so much going on in her heart that....

    why is it that the best ones are the ones that go down. then the meanies in life get and go?

    her heart and soul are loving, honest, caring. even the way she shows herself to all ....she speaks from the heart! we all need more folks like her here on this earth.

    Please tell her my prayers and thoughts are with her!! i made a new friend and i'm not willing to give her up.

    Paper, you take care!!!! (hug)  i'll miss you. i'll be watching and waiting for you. Bless you my friend. Debbie

  • queenparanoia said on Mar 05, 2008....

    please tell paper that her filipina friend is thinking and praying for her...

     

  • Mamie said on Mar 05, 2008....

    hiya Papery One! I am sending you showersssss of good graces....a tsunami of well wishes....a hurricane of the Holy Spirit...an earthquake of hugs.....all in the name of God. You will find that although this may seem like a time of great turmoil, that God has your back and will use all of these huge transforming times for your greater good. You are on the road to recovery and for that, I am grateful!!

    Best wishes always from Pennsylvania!! Mamie

  • soleme said on Mar 05, 2008....

    Sending Paper my well wishes for a quick recovery! My thoughts and prayers are with her.

     

  • CreativeWoman said on Mar 05, 2008....
    Please tell Paper that she is in my prayers and that I hope she is better soon.

    CW
  • destinydiva said on Mar 05, 2008....
    paper, be well soon, ((((((((((((hugs))))))))
    pete ((((((((hugs))))))  you speak of her with so much love, I hope you hear from her soon xxxx
  • travelr712 said on Mar 05, 2008....
    she is one of the sweetest women to grace the halls of sc. i hope she gets well soon.
  • skald said on Mar 05, 2008....
    Dear Paper. Here I am sitting, wishing you well. I hope  you will be much better soon. Peter misses you terribly and so do we here on SoulCast. So get well soon. Love. 
  • wombat said on Mar 05, 2008....

    I missed this before, but please tell PAPER that I am thinking of her and to be back popping in here with her warm heart and her wisdom.  She was my first "commenter" and I never forgot that, even though I never really got to know her very well on here.  Maybe we can remedy that? 

    {{{{{passing a hug from wombie}}}}}}

  • Never_Mind_The_Quality said on Mar 05, 2008....
    Dear, dear Friends,

    It's 11 pm and I just came home from work.
    Today I went up to the boardroom to tell them  they could expect a huge phonebill from my mobile because I was on the phone  with Joanna for so long, last night.
    My boss immediately told me I could go to see her. Have to clear it with planning and I'll be off.

    She was so exited to hear that. I wish you could have heard her voice. It's the sweetest!
    Today her sweeties where visiting. I love them and I'm so greatfull that we get along so well.

    When reading your sweet messages to her I have to pause sometimes because they get to me.
    Thank you so much for sending her so much love.

    Thank you dear polarheart.
    Yes if you read her last blog it's almost like a lightbulb shining more brightly before it gives in.
    I read it the night after she went to hospital, and scensed that she, again, must have had a rough night. ;-((
     
    Thank you dear quietone.
    Jo and me so enjoyed your pictures. She'll be home soon.
    You take care now sweet quiet. I'll give her your love. ;-))

    Thank you dear husbandhater.
    I hope you smiled today ;-))

    Thank you dear anonymous,
    Thanks for thinking of someone else while having problems of  your own.
    Your all good souls!

    Thank you dear pickersplock.
    I like your staccato name!   She'll be back soon! We always call it:
    doing an "Arnold", when we leave for a few minutes.    "Aill Bee Bak!"

    Thank you dear Mimi, 
    "She's Got A Ticket To Write" I will hug her untill she has had all your hugs!

    Thank you dear Kruuyai
    For your warm hugs and your concernes. I was glad to hear too that she
    had Mary with her, because I know she won't give up breastfeeding.
    And that meant; nooo meds. We'll do a "Big Old Doors" tour when you visit.

    Thank you dear Me-Myself&I.
    Joanna believes in the good in all people. She taught me a lesson or two.
    You won't have to give her up, Debbie.

    Thank you dear queenparanoia.
    You made me picture her praying with the girls, before bedtime.
    If she was here she would say: "Iniibig Kitaa. Mahal, mahal ko!!"

    Thank you dear Mami
    For your warm showers of love. ;-))

    Thank you dear soleme
    She will be so glad to hear that.

    Thank you dear CreativeWoman
    Roll credits!! ;-))

    Thank you dear destinydiva
    For your sweet whishes. I will see her soon and will see her cry with joy from
    hearing from all of you.

    Thank you dear travelr712
    If Jo where here and could use "Emo's" she would type a blushing face! ;-)))
    I'm trying to have her to take compliments once in a while.

    Thank you dear skald
    I hope she'll be back by the time the bulbs ar blooming.

    Thank you dear Wombat
    Sure you can remedy that. She knows you though.
    I'll pass on the {{{{ HUGS }}}}}

    She tells me about all of you, like you are our neighbours. Like she was just outside
    and had a talk with all of you while walking through our town.

    Joanna LOVES words. She loves reading and loves writing.
    She wrote me that she fell in love with my words , before we met.
    While I think I'm just a "green, wet behind the ears, novice". Compaired to her anyway.
    You all know how warm her comments are. She is a great believer in the good in people.
    My wish is that she will be realy healthy and strong when she comes back,
    Because she's the best thing that happened to me in years.              

    Be sure I will take good care of her.

    You will get her back healthy and happy!          
                                     
                                         Our        PaperBackWriter

    This one is for you....JoJo <3<3<3







  • gingersoul said on Mar 05, 2008....

    Oh my gosh, Quality..... you do love her immensely.....i am so happy she found you......she needs to be loved and cherished....like you are doing....

      

  • Never_Mind_The_Quality said on Mar 06, 2008....

    Dear Friends,

    Long days, short nights.

    I've been on the phone with JoJo all day. My boss will have a
    heart attack or I'll be working off the debt for a long time. hehe. ;-))

    Thank you my dear Ginger we both cried when I read her all your sweet
    comments. She's doing fine, actualy she's doing better than fine.
    She will explain herself, but listen....
    She had a talk with a doctor and he said she could come visit me with Mary.
    If she takes each day as it comes. After the visit she will go into therapy.

    She told me, for all who are afraid to take the step she took, don't worrie.
    At first she met a horrible doctor and almost walked out. But she pushed on
    and got  a nice one to listen to her and give her good advise.
    The fact that she feels so good has another reason. Let me say that she has been set free. And we will see eachother this weekend or on monday.

    We shared alot of happy tears tonight.
    I hope she can say hi to you soon.
    I think I will  lose her for a couple of hours then, because she will want to
    talk to, and comment on each and every one of you.
    I will be there for her and hold her when she wants to catch up to fast.
    The thing is, she knows about this and will try her best to not go into
    hyper mode.

    I have to realy sleep now. In four hours I have some work and then, at
    noon, I will call my sweety to make plans.

    I will leave you with a great song, which tells it like it is for me now.

    Be strong, be safe and be there for the ones you love.

    Pete.






  • polarheart said on Mar 06, 2008....
    Great news, Pete, I am very happy that things are looking up for the both of you.  I know that she must be very happy to have someone such as you who believes in her and wants to see her get better.  I must admit that I dont understand all the intricacies of Paper's life or how you and her fit together, but I have hope that it will all work out.
     
    Blessings! Polar
  • Jenna said on Mar 06, 2008....

     

    Pete......I am so glad our Jo has a someone who will help her navigate through the dark times.   She is unique and we all love her!

    When you see her....please whisper in her ear......Jo...so many people believe in you and know you will get to the other side. 

    Take care of you too Pete!  God bless!

  • Never_Mind_The_Quality said on Mar 06, 2008....
    YAAAAAAAWWWWWWNNN!!!!!
    It's EARLYYYYY!

    GOOOODMORNING GOOD PEOPLE!!!

    Just want to say Thanks again for commenting, Dear Polar And Jenn!!!!
    Ihave to go and work for a few hours.
    When I'm back I think and hope my love is at home packing her bags to
    come and visit. I BET she will be on line this afternoon.  SO.....

                              WELOCOME HOME SWEEETY!!!!!




    I LOOOOOOVE YOUUUUUUU!!!!!




  • Feline'sSoul said on Mar 06, 2008....
    Pete,
     
    please tell Jo that my thoughts are always with her..
     
    I am glad to hear that you will soon see each other!!
    It will help her a lot and give her the strength to start with the therapy.
    And I am also glad she found a friendly doctor who has the ability to
    listen and give her some good advices.
     
    Thank you Pete for keeping us all updated because as I told you earlier I worried a lot about Jo and Tate when she wrote me her SMS.
     
    But now I know everything will be (very very ^^) allright :-)
     
    You will have a great time together, exciting future planning, sorting things out - you want, you can and you will make it. I see you both happy together in the future :)
     
    Please continue informing us about the actual state of affairs and wish Jo (and her sweetys as well of course) ALL THE BEST from me! <3
     
    ((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((BIG HUG TO YOU BOTH))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
     
    Yours,
    Feline
     
  • Never_Mind_The_Quality said on Mar 07, 2008....
    Dearest Feline,

    You're so sweet to think of us in difficult times.
    I sincerely hope your sweet momsy will get better.
    I hope today you got good news. ;-))  {{{{{{HUGS}}}}} form Jo and me.

    "Brilliant!"
    Have to tell you all, about Jo and me in Amsterdam.
    We came back after a long walk through the city and were getting the
    car from the parking. We both suffered sore feet, but I managed to pull
    off the joke of tripping over my own feet and shouting: "BRRILLIANT!!"
    just before entering the building.
    After that I was afraid I had to call 911 because she was almost out of
    breath from laughter.
    She always tells me how she appreciated me pulling off a joke while
    being so tired.
    So now you know what the "Brilliant" guy is doing there.

    My JoJo and I Skyped again today. We love to hear eachother.
    She was laughing her cute hiny off because her doctor sometimes
    grabs his hair and is wondering if she doesn't take on too much.
    I loved when she said to me that I get her better than he does.
    I wish I had the salary to match. hahah.

    I know I'm not a doctor, but I know what she wants.
    And I asure you, I'm not being selfish here.
    If I'd think for one milisecond that she should be resting in there,
    I would let her stay in hospital. But as her doc can see, we are longing
    for each other.
    So we decided we will take a holyday with our Mary and just be together.
    We can plan a bit and after that she will go in therapy.

    I promise, hand on heart, I will keep her safe and when I think,
    she is getting upset or takes on to much, I will take her on a stroll
    along the waterfront or make us some tea, sit her down on my couch,
    wrap her in my loving arms, put on a movie and just hold her.

    I know I'm not her doctor, not her medicine and not her cure.
    But I love her, and I know she loves me.
    We want to be together and will take it easy.

    I hope to see our paper well again.
    It will take some time, I guess.
    But I witnessed her when she is her vibrant self.
    And when she is, our sweet Paper is Larger than life!!

    My humble thanks to you all for being her friends.

    To be continued......

    Pete.





  • secretlife said on Mar 07, 2008....
    send her my love, will you?
    tell her everyone here wants her well and happy.
  • Twylarants said on Mar 07, 2008....
    This is just the most beautiful love story....
  • Madd-Shame said on Mar 07, 2008....

    I am new to sc and only trying to feel my way around. I found this outpouring of support and even as I read people's comments, my fingers were twitching, itching to say something to reach this person whom I don't know but who has all these friends who care about her. You have to be phenomenal to elicit this kind of emotion and PaperBack has to be. I wish her well and so too the friends who so care about her.

    Madd Shame.

  • TinSoldier said on Mar 08, 2008....
    I don't read paper's blogs, although I have read her comments and a few of her blogs.

    Keep us updated.
  • quietone said on Mar 08, 2008....
    This is all so wonderful ~ I am so so glad the two of you have so much love to share.  It sounds to me that the two of you could not have picked a better partner for yourselves.  Keep that close to your heart always!  I am glad Joanna that you are doing so much better ~ enjoy your outing wiht Pete and Mary.  I am still sending good prayers and love.
  • Never_Mind_The_Quality said on Mar 08, 2008....
    Gooooooood Morniiiiiing!! ;-))))

    I've slept well for the first time in days.
    My mind was still active but I finaly got some sleep.
    Not in the least because I finaly refreshed my smelly bed.

    The last three days seemed like two weeks and  when I told my Sweetie, she
    said, "Yes, My stay in hospital seemed like a MONTH!" Her fellow patients said,
    it is just the transition that makes you feel like that. So I'm glad she will go back for
    therapy.

    Dear Secret:
    Thanks so much. She is touched  by your responses.
    Last night I finaly had time to not just crash into bed after work and answering all
    your comments forJoJo. So I renewed my very smelly sheets and covers and layed
    down in a fresh bed. Took my laptop and when I read your comment I went  to your blog.
    I hadn't had time to do that for too long.

    When I read about your dad. I got a lump in my throte. I started commenting but I was
    much more tired than I thought and skipped to another page. When I came back,
    the comment was gone.
    To tired to start again, I fell asleep with my headset on and my sweet Jo on the other
    side woke me to take of my headset and realy turn in. 
    So I'm sorry I didn't finish my comment.

    BUT I will.    I recognise soo much. I have such memories of my dad too, and will
    tell you about them. Thanks again ;-)))
    For now I have to say; it's great that you remember him like that.

    Dear Twyla~
    If your name is Twyla, I love it. Congrats on you centennial! ;-))
    Thank you for your comment. Again, I guess you all know it, but the phrase goes:
    "You don't know what it means"    to Paper to get such warm comments!!!
    But I bet you all do!
    It means soooo much dear friends.

    Twy, I read your blog.
    I stoped smoking about 10 months ago. The thing is, I can't remember when I stopped.
    I tried so manny times.
    All I learned is that the first sigarette will be the first of many, so
    I dont touch the first one. And my sweety is greatfull for that.
    Thanks dear Twy. I will read up on you.

    Hai Good Soldier.
    Thanks for your comment. Your wishes will be past on.
    My dad was in communications, when in the army. In his time that meant, he drove a
    motorbike and bring messages.

    And, my dearest Quietone,
    My warm thanks to you. When I talk to Joanna about you we always say: Quiet Tone.
    I just read out your message to her. She loved it, dear Quiet.
    It will be spring soon and you will walk the shore with some one close to you and fill your house with laughter, my dear Quiet. {{{HUGS}}} from Jo and me.


    Thanks all for your thoughts which will help Paper on her feet again.
    She will be like Lindsey Wagner: Better! Stronger than she was before!!!

    Thanks for being there!!!!





    Pete

  • Alyss said on Mar 08, 2008....
    I am ashamed to say that I missed this post from before. =(

    I hope that paper is feeling much better in herself and that you are both sharing happy times.
  • Never_Mind_The_Quality said on Mar 09, 2008....
    Hi Alyss,

    No shame in that.
    Thanks for wishing Paper well.

    And to ALL: Today I'm driving up to Hamburg to spend a few days with my love, before we return to Holland.
    So, we'll be off line, unless we get a connection there.

    Our Love and thanks go out to all of you.
    People with their own lives and hassles who found time to help someone who realy needed them.

    And Sweety?                        My Heart, my Love, My life...

                                                            I'm on my way!!!


    Pete


  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Aug 24, 2008....


    Revisiting ... feeling blessed and thankful to all of you for being there at a very difficult stage in my life...

    Time does work wonders... :_ )






  • destinydiva said on Sep 11, 2009....
    hi there, just trapsing back through old blogs,  wow this made me cry, the love you two share is amazing, and to know of your happy ending, living together, as a family, and full of love and happiness makes me smile, I wish you both the happiest future together and one day hope to meet you both and the girls when you get round to that canal trip in England :-)   love to you all, des xxx

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