I'm in this (which many people say) "rainbow colored" world but I can see nothing but shades of grey. why? I don't know... maybe bacause I don't know where I'm going and the worst, I don't know myself. My paths are leading me to nowhere... AND I KNOW WHY: because I can't find the most beautiful thing in the world.

Love is beautiful and so are dreams but they are not enough to glitter my eyes. They are not enough to paint my world with the most beautiful colors. I know how to cry, get mad and be in love but I don't know the purpose of my actions. I keep looking for the reasons but reasons have a hidden road, hidden away from my world. I hope that there'll come a time that I can finally sit down, think clearly and have a rest, away from the world's madness and away from my 'self'. I feel I'm incomplete and I can't think of any reason why.

I had a dream of having someone by my side who loved me and never left and I dream of him everytime I close my eyes. I hope that after hundreds of foolish dreams, that one will come true.

(Hi there, the most beautiful thing in the world, how are you?)