It's midnight. I just came in after a 15 hour workday.
I had a great day today. We are building a big event.
I do 16 huge projections in floating cubes of fabric.
Have to fine tune all the projectors tomorrow.

On these busy days I can do my work and focus.
But she comes in like she does. Quietly.
She doesn't make an entrance like some seem to need.
Suddenly she's there.   My colleagues can see it.

Normaly I have this stern look on my face when I'm busy.
I'm not grumpy, but I look that way when I'm focused. Untill....
She enters my thoughts. and my face brightens.
I'm busy and someone will say, "Hmmm, is she there?"
I can only smile sheepishly.
"Yes, she's there."

They know. They have had to see her pictures, over and over again!
"Did I show you this one?"   Yessssss, Pete!!!!! I saw those the day
before yesterday!!!
And I go back being a sheep again. Hiding in my work.

So......., tired but contented, I was driving the last miles home through a
stormy night.  I saw the light of the moon visualise the wind on the water
and was thinking of the things I have to do tomorrow,  when I heard a song
on the radio.

I looked next to me, and there she was. She can take my breath away.
She sat beside me in the front seat. In her black dress with her golden shawl.
Smiling like a million bucks!
I grabbed her hand and smiled at her and we listened.............



If you’re not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?
If you’re not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don’t need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don’t need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you’re not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you’re not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don’t know why you’re so far away
But I know that this much is true
We’ll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I pray in you’re the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

‘Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
‘Cause I love you, whether it’s wrong or right
And though I can’t be with you tonight
And know my heart is by your side

I don’t want to run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms

I Love You My Sweet  <3<3<3