then all through junior high i was anti social i didnt talk to anyone i stayed to my self and i would also act out and get into fights i spent most of the time in ISS and then they even tried to send me to bootcamp for 24 hours and that didnt even work i got int fights there to even with the drill sargent and then when i got into high school i started talkin to ppl and opening up but it wasnt for to long i got me a girl friend she was black and my racist ass father found out and told me i was a discrace to the white race and beat the shit out of me i dated her for about three weeks after that and i got the shit beat out of me ounce for every week we was dating by my dad and then she broke up with me she said she couldnt stand to see me hurt for bien with her me and my dad stoped talkin after that and i wasnt allowed to live with him any more so i went back to my grandmas it took me a while to get over that and then in high school i started dating a mexican girl we went out for around a year and then she ended up cheating on me with a good friend of mine and i ended up beating the shit out of him and after that i found out that she told him that night that she broke up with me earlier i still aint talked to him iv tried but he wont listen and iv apologised for it several times but he told me to leave him alone and never talk to him again i started gettin into fights all the time again and i got kicked out of that school and moved to another one where i started doin better for a while...