my boyfriend, the love of my life, my world, is half a world away. as flattering as that seem to him, hes an asshole, i cant stand him! im doing eveything i can to get back to the philippines and he does everything to make sure i dont make it, like saying:

"you have a brighter future there"

and "you should stay with your family."

"i know you just wanna come here to drink and smoke"

aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh i swear i am angry t the point of tears, i dont even know how to express myself, i dont want to live there forever, and my family is the reason i want to leave this place, this hellhole. as far as drinking and smoking go, i am speechless, i dont even know what to say, ill leave it at that

im 16, so i doubt that will happen for a few years still. he this angel that i just wanna give a good kick in the...uuh... well...anyways....

whenever i have problem with my mother, i try my best to talk to hime about it, but no matter how right i am he tries so hard to make me seem wrong, i cannot stand him one BIT!!!!

i like good guys but this is just overdone, how am i supposed to like him when all he ever does is try too prove me wrong, like a third fuckin parent