I find myself kinda at a loss end, in one way its great having no ties means that i'm free tog o abroad agen!!!!! but on the over hand it kinda leaves me with this terrible feeling that i have been doing this since i left college nearly 3 years ago does thier come a point where you stop living out your dreams and decide to settle down, or do you just keep your dreams locked up so you can do this??

Or do you find someone to do it with?

But what if they love it far more than you?

What about children?

i dont want to be an old mum, i'd love to have children in a couple of years, but i dnt just want to meet someone and get pregnant i want to have fun n do stuff with them alone first!!!!

And then it makes me think about people who i have known and who i have worked with who have never really had a searious realationship and who have never had any children not because they didnt want to because it never happened???

So when do you stop thinking about the present and start thinking about your future if you dont want the world to leave you behind?