Feeling much better.  I don't know why, there's no explanation, just 'poof' I'm ok again.  Yeah.  I've been exercising  a lot and drinking a lot of whiskey.  Well, maybe not a lot...I've had like 8 mixed drinks this past week.  Spaced apart, 3 different days.  I've been wired, it feels like my muscles are begging for use.  I've been walking, running and dancing these past few days as much as I possibly could, and swore I would just relax and hang out today.  Instead, I woke up after 5 hours of sleep, had to force myself to just try to chill, and finally, midnight rolls around and I jump on the elliptical and work out hard core for 40 minutes.  I'm so tired, but I can not sleep.  I look like shit but feel ok.  I don't know what's going on with me at this point. 
Me and Bethany went out and got cocktails the other night, then went back to her place and ran up and down the street for awhile.  Then danced.  I love that she can be silly and do shit like that with me.  Here's to you, Bethany.  And my Jeaime.  You two keep me as sane as I'm capable of being.  I love you both so much I can't even explain.
Ok, that's enough of the sappy stuff.  Nothing horrible going on at work right now.  I'm starting to have a hard time staying in on the weekends.  I just want to go out and have some fun for awhile.  Dance and laugh and just live.  Which I've been doing...but I want to do it more.  I want to do it as often as I want to.  I feel like I can't b/c of my bf is laying guilt trips.  We work different shifts and almost never see each other during the week, plus I've been going out a lot of week nights.  I understand that the weekend is supposed to be our time together.  But I miss going out Sat. nights.  I've been compromising and going out every other Sat.