i went to go see him at the guard competition today. we had this little plan where one of us was going to go do something like "make a phone call" then the other would also have to go do something like "get my camera." it was pretty slick if i do say so myself. we walked around for a bit til we found a semi-private place. which happened to be a restroom. and we walked in....and there were 2 people from my high school. and it just went downhill from there. we talked for a bit. and we really wanted to kiss. i know that. but i was too much of a scared, pathetic bastard to do anything. so we talked about him coming up to see me tonight if and only if his friend came to visit her sister tonight. *sigh* i'll update soon i guess.