I can't really think of anything interesting to write about, so here comes a ramble.
My blood sugar has been wacky the past couple of days. I think I was getting a little carefree with my carbs. As of last night, I've put the crack down on myself.
My sister asked me if I felt better eating low carb. I think I surprised her when I said no. I had to explain that I don't like eating this way, but I find it necessary. It bores me. I could live off pasta, but that's a big no no these days. My blood sugar readings have been screaming that to me since I tried to sneak some in.
The scales have not been kind to me either. Since adding a few carbs, I've added a few pounds with them. That really sucks. I have such a love/hate relationship with my body. Stress brings weight gain sometimes too. February has not been a good month anxiety wise.
I've got to make myself work harder on getting the tax report done for the farm. I've already decided to simplify it some, but I just need to get it done. My appointment for the taxes is in March.
My unfinished basement has been a regular maternity ward for baby calves these past few weeks. There is a corner reserved for them to warm up and dry off before going back out to their mamma's. I hear baby calf moos all day and night, but I don't mind them so much. They have such big soulful eyes. At least the calves don't have to be brought through the house to go to the basement. They can be carried down directly from the back porch.
All of my cats live outside, but they aren't happy about that. One kitty in particular meows at me through the window every evening. She seems to know exactly which room I am in. She sounds cranky. Perhaps she is ready for spring too, so I can take her up her invitation to come outside and play.
I'm really wanting it to warm up and then dry up. These country roads here are nearly impassible in a car when it is super muddy. I'm almost to the point of getting out and taking some photos. Then I might do a "Letter To The Editor" about this lack of regard for our country roads. I pay taxes and there is no reason in my mind why I can't expect some decent gravel to drive on. They spot gravel instead of doing the whole road. It drives me up the wall and this is "good ol' boy" country, so the complaints of a woman fall on deaf ears. I had one jerk argue with me that I didn't know my own address. This is one of the parts of country life that is absolutely NOT charming. I hate the roads with a passion. My motto is to be nice, but firm. They are honestly pushing my limits though.
Forgive that little mini-rant.
My dad has to go the doctor next week for a surgery consultation. He may need stints in his legs as an after affect of heart by-pass surgery about three years ago. His circulation isn't the best where they harvested his veins for that. He's a little cranky about it, rightly so. I'm nervous about it for him. I think it is a common thing to do the stints, but he is diabetic too on a lesser scale than me. However, you worry about extremities. Especially with someone as bullheaded as my father. I'll just keep saying my little prayers about that.
That's about all I know for right now. This is getting long enough anyway. I could probably ramble for days.
Thanks for reading.
CW
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CreativeWoman posted on Feb 22, 2008
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uniquely-ironic said on Feb 22, 2008....
I enjoy your rambles. The talk of country things and such.I'm sorry those carbs are being pesky. I have cut back myself for other reasons and I still find myself craving more than I'm eating. -
quietone said on Feb 22, 2008....
awe baby calves how cute! what kind? No carbs are not nice to diabetics! I love bread and cereal...I miss bread and cereal. I love pizza.....I want pizza! :( I know how ya feeL!! It doesn't take much to tip that ole scale either! You have done well though!! I also can relate about the ole country back roads!! Only ours are far from being muddy yet...still frozen. -
Alyss said on Feb 22, 2008....
Just stopping by to say hello CW & I hope the blood sugar levels even out. Have to say much as I like baby animals I don't think I'd want calves in the house!
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CreativeWoman said on Feb 22, 2008....
UI,
Thank you. I have read that the cravings go away after a while, but I haven't found that to be the case.
quietone,
My big cravings at the moment are fettuccine alfredo and spaghetti. I have to keep saying no unless it is just a bite.
I really hate the country roads. If it isn't the mud, it's the dust. grrrrrrrr.
CW
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wombat said on Feb 22, 2008....
Stopped in to see how you are doing--and maybe for that cup of hot cocoa? I probably wouldn't mind the calves in the basement too much....because I know the rest of the place where you live must be so enjoyable compared to where I live. I wish I lived out in the country. And our roads are all torn up from frost heaves! -
CreativeWoman said on Feb 22, 2008....
Alyss,
Thanks. I think I just need to be ultra strict with the carbs and I will be ok with my blood sugar.
I am not exactly thrilled about the calves in the basement.. I have no say in the matter though. He just does it. They are part of our livelihood. I can't really say no to saving something that goes toward making the farm payment. I guess he thinks it is warmer than the barn. I never follow his logic.
wombat,
I'm glad you stopped in. :-) Here's a piping hot cup of cocoa.
CW
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lfbno7 said on Feb 23, 2008....
The human body is such a pain in the ass. -
CreativeWoman said on Feb 23, 2008....
lfb,
Truer words have never been spoken. :=)
CW
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GrapeKoolaid said on Feb 24, 2008....
I could listen to your ramble for days... I'll bet you have a real soft spoken voice. :) -
CreativeWoman said on Feb 24, 2008....
Grape,
Thanks. You are right with your guess that I am very soft spoken. :-)
CW
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silverwhisper said on Feb 25, 2008....
ain't nothing wrong with the odd ramble or even rant. :> and i definitely think you should write that letter.
keep us posted re: your father--my FIL had stents put in after his own heart surgery a few years back.
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CreativeWoman said on Feb 25, 2008....
Ed,
I am seriously considering the letter. My husband opposes the idea. Imagine that.
My dad goes to see the surgeon tomorrow. We'll see what happens.
CW
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