I had my mind all made up last night about the two of us. I decided that i was going to do it...i was going to end things with my boyfriend and i. I decided that there was no other way. Just to make sure i was thinking clearly, i slept on it.

I woke up still feeling the same. I resolved that i would be better off this way. Better off starting anew. I wrote out my feelings, I thought my feelings through, I thought of all the benefits, I thought of all the bad things he ever did and said. All that made me feel better and pushed me to be without him.

It was only fair to share my decision with him. I called him promptly at 9am and told him my decision. I assumed that the conversation would be five to ten minutes long and that all would be over and all of it, and us, would be history. BOY oh BOY was i wrong. He begged and apologized for me to reconsider. I listened, I explained my reasons, He talked, He countered my reasons. Then it was time for me to get to class. All during class i tried to talk myself up and to be strong, but he wormed his way into my heart and softened me to other possibilites and a second chance.

All turned out well. We made new decisions on how our relationship problems should be handled and forgot all the past events and agreed to lessen the stubborness on both sides. Thus! I am now having a happy LOVE day! And in one way or another *although not in person because of the LDR* i'm not alone on Valentines Day :)

.... and they began their journey to living happily ever after!