queenparanoia's tags:
valentines sucks...
 
for single people that is...
 
well here i am, taking a break from a very busy week. people here are driving me crazy...
 
correction...
 
my family is driving me crazy...
 
especially my mother. the birthday party would be on saturday... and i'm very busy!!!
 
anyway back to my ranting...
 
valentines sucks....
 
or maybe my love life just sucks. because it is currently empty.
 
i hate this day. reminds me that i might end up as an old maid someday...
 
i almost bought a pack of cigarrette this afternoon. good thing i stop myself. no more smoking!!!
 
so what do i do???? i end up binge eating...
 
this is just sad...
 
the bitter queen blames the food for her struggle with love...
 
hey that's just me!!!
 
did i ever told anyone here i never had a boyfriend before? i never had those movie feeling kind of love... you know like when you just stand there looking at him feeling his hand with your hand, and then suddenly he kisses you like only the two of you exist in the world kind of shit...
 
and yeah i know what you guys are gonna said... queen youre young you still have time... blah blah blah blah.... shit shit shit shit shit shit...
 
i'm sick of tired of those.
 
maybe i'ts my destiny that i wont ever experience those stuff...
 
you know the romantic feeling...
 
you know the shit valentines day is selling...
 
when i was young i always dreamed of a guy that would end up as the love my life... the trouble is i never would see his face... maybe he doesn't exist???
 
i also believe in soulmates and stuff like that. why? because i have seen it in other people. but not for me...
 
you know i honestly think that the reason i dont have a lovelife is me. maybe i'm not attractive enough but does looks matter? i mean i tried to open my heart once... and yeah he broke it... but i'm over it...
 
so ignore my useless ranting about being sinlge and alone on valentines day...
 
i hate this day... but deep inside i secretly love it... the romance... the hope for your soulmate.... you know... shit like that...
 
maybe i'lll just sleep this one out... who knows... i might see his face in my dreams tonight... and then i'll punch him and tell him, "what took you so long?"
 
keep on blogging...
 
and...
 
happy valenetines soulcast ♥♥♥


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  • PAPERBACKWRITER said on Feb 14, 2008....

    loka loka, pero mahal kita! XD

    ((( yakap na mahigpit)))

    ate papel

    isa lang kamay ko...kaya di ko maraming masabi...pero isa ako duon sa magsasabi na:

    bata ka pa
    maganda ka ( sa loob at labas!)
    darating siya, maniwala ka!

    ...nagsasalita ang karanasan = X

    lol marami rin nasabi! hihihi


  • queenparanoia said on Feb 14, 2008....
    ate papel: sana nga dumating na... i'm sick and tired of waiting... thanks for the comment ate... it really made me smile... =)
  • skald said on Feb 14, 2008....
    Still happy Valentines day to you Queeny 
  • kruuyai said on Feb 14, 2008....
    queenie:  You have such a wonderful sense of humor.. what took him so long, indeed?  Well, I've spent many Valentines Days alone.  Here's a story about one of them.  Some years ago, I was in a store that sold all kinds of little doodads from Mexico and the Native American communities.  I saw this stone fetish in the shape of a bison.  There was a band tied around its middle with a small, pink suede sack, pierced by a golden Cupid's arrow, with a reddish heart hanging from it and a couple of feathers.  I fell in love with that thing and thought to myself, "Gee, I wish I had someone to give that to for Valentines Day."  And then I realized... I did have someone to give it to for Valentines Day... me.  So, I bought it, and I have it to this day.
  • quietone said on Feb 14, 2008....
    "when I was young" Queenie......you still ARE young!!!  Hope you got to see his face though!  ha!! I am also glad you chose not to pick up the smokes!!  :) happ v day anyway....{{hugs}}
  • Twylarants said on Feb 14, 2008....
    Good...you're still not smoking, Queen?  Me too, but I'm eating everything I can get my hands on.  I started walking today on my lunch break ...maybe I'll walk off all the extra calories I'm stuffing in my face.
    I was Valentine-less for 4 years before I met my husband.  Dateless, man-less, loveless, (except for my kids). 
    You'd be surprised how love finds you when you're not looking.  He's out there somewhere, your soulmate...I know he is.
  • quidnunc said on Feb 14, 2008....

    queen, darating din ang takdang oras para sa yo.

    Smile

  • wakingharmony said on Feb 14, 2008....
    What is this? Our Queen having a bad Valentines Day>>> Off with their heads .....On their beers  No Head for any one! Happy Valentine day Sweetie.... Be Patient it takes time to find Mr Perfect for our special One! ((((((((((((((((((Queen))))))))))))))
    Love Ya Margaret
    Ps ..It is better that you are single and miserable on Valentines day , Than Committed and miserable on Valentine  day "-)  By the way how long has the non smoking been?? I am so proud of you...... I don't want to leave you my Ox Machine in my will!!! Take a deep breath and sing..... smoking takes that from you too.
  • Lioness said on Feb 14, 2008....
    Happy Valentine's Day queen, ok lang yan, di ka nag-iisa.
  • papajack said on Feb 15, 2008....

    I'm going to take a chance here, and hope the ladies or even the men aren't going to throw things at me. The "romantic angle" is sometimes a lot of hype. Yeah, I remember the sweaty palms, and the feeling of snuggling with the one I love, and the kissing, and the heart racing, but there are many hours in a day, when you don't do those things.

    I know they tell you, you have to keep the romance alive, and it is nice to just sit back on the couch and hold hands, but life comes at you mighty fast, and if you don't have all of that worked out, there isn't a lot of the other going to happen. The problem is the TV and the movies, and magazines, etc. sell romance to us, and when it doesn't happen quite that way, we feel cheated, and when we find ourselves alone and "not in love, we feel cheated. For some people I would even say it is a game that people play.  Just try not to buy into all of the "hype". Sometimes, they are doing it to just make a buck. Okay, now everyone can start throwing things at me, I'm outta here for now.

  • cindylu said on Feb 15, 2008....
    I don't know if this helps any and I don't know what age you are, but I never had a boyfriend until I was 22, and then I wish I would have waited a little bit longer. I hope if that is what you want that you will find someone.
  • lfbno7 said on Feb 15, 2008....
    Don't feel bad. I never had a boyfriend either.
  • runningbear said on Feb 15, 2008....
    queen, if I didn't live so far from where you do, I would pick up and sweep you off your feet, in a minute. You are one of the sweetest, smartest, and prettiest girls I've met, you must just have a lot a guys there that are throwbacks. Wait for the right one, the others sound like duds.
  • silverwhisper said on Feb 17, 2008....
    [hug]

    i know you're still busy from the party and stuff but i hope you're doing better now than when you posted this.

    ed
  • cindylu said on Feb 17, 2008....
    I know that Valentine's Day seems really romantic, but I think a lot of that is in the advertising.  We are so busy most of the time, that we are barely passing each other in and out of our home. I hope you are feeling better now. You are a very sweet person. << hugs >>
  • queenparanoia said on Feb 19, 2008....
    thanks for the comments guys i will answer them all tomorrow!!!! =)
  • queenparanoia said on Feb 21, 2008....

    skald: hello skald, sorry if answered lately... belated happy valentines day!

    kruuyai: that's a nice story.... =) thanks for sharing it... yeah what took him so long??? =)

    quitone: hehehehe yup i still haven't smoke!!!

    twylarants: yup ive been a lot too since i quit smoking! i hope i'll find him... =)

    quidnunc: ay sana nga... =)

    waking: i think it more than three weeks since my last cigarrette... =)

    lioness: ay sana makita mo rin papable mo... =)

    papajack: you have a point... media is to blame for rthis loveydovey thing... the trouble is i have seen the genuine love... and that's what i'm looking for. thanks for sharing your thoughts... =)

    cindylu: well i'm 22...... =) ha i might have one this year!!! lol...

    lfbno7: hehehehehehehe

    running: awww that sounds sweet... =)

    ed: i'm better now... =)

    cindylu: i'm okay now... =)

     

  • silverwhisper said on Feb 22, 2008....
    good, i'm glad to hear that. :>

    [hug]

    [trout-smack!]

    :D

    ed

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I think fucking not!!

No, I do THINK think... though I'd much rather prefer not to. Might be much more peaceful that way...
less disappointments......
tears that is......
my title is mess up as i am......
to take away my car...