I am feeling painful and tired now.  Lying on my bed, going to take another nap, but my mind has so many things ought to do.  But I am drain, depleted of energy.  Thirsty, painful and tired.  My sleep is painful too.  Tomorrow is Chinese New Year Eve, but I am painful now.  I am going to be a spoil sport.  I have not bought anything for new year yet, but lying now in bed, this is what I am always afraid of -- i cannot afford to fall sick.

No panadol will ease this pain.  Last night I took medicine but this morning still painful.  Just now I took another medicine.  I hate to fall sick, this time, I don't know how long it will last. 

Khalil Gibran lived up to 48 years old.  Will I live up to 46 years old?  It is good anyway, I do not want to live to old age.