Here I am.. voices say I can not work and that I need to divorce my husband. Granted, he is not too understanding from time to time, but that is to be expected.

Like today, It looked like from the outside I was having a good time with the family, but on the inside I had deep wounds hurting me.  He's a busy man and I don't want to bog him down with my hurt. But that leads to him not understanding the length of my illness and he wonders why I can work full time. Where I know why inside and out.

then he gets resentful -- Its a cycle we go through daily.. It is a very sad life.

But we have 2 very beautiful children and 2 great dogs and a nice house though we may lose it soon.

I offered houses way less than what we have and he excuses for why not to buy it. It would sure pull us out of our hole.  I have had enough of him at times and likewise i'm sure.

any ideas? -- Brenda

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