i'm not sure what to write about, but i'm finding the need to.
i'm content just trying to raise these girls.
how did that happen?
i don't need more right now.......
they weren't that fulfilling before. what happened, how did that change?
someday there will be something more. but for now this is enough.
and now friends are important. theirs and mine.
trying to strengthen friendships.
a more intimate relationship isn't something that is a number one priority right now.
how did that happen?
i've got projects going on....sewing, writing......gardening......
and i feel capable and interested, and energetic. how did that happen?
and i'm calm inside, my mind isn't swimming with what if and worry,
and ruminating....over guys, and the future, and success, and who knows what else.
i've never had a clear head before. not even when i was small.
it's so new.
how did that happen?



