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i'm not sure what to write about, but i'm finding the need to.

i'm content just trying to raise these girls.
how did that happen?

i don't need more right now.......
they weren't that fulfilling before. what happened, how did that change?

someday there will be something more. but for now this is enough.

and now friends are important. theirs and mine.
trying to strengthen friendships.
a more intimate relationship isn't something that is a number one priority right now.
how did that happen?

i've got projects going on....sewing, writing......gardening......
and i feel capable and interested, and energetic. how did that happen?

and i'm calm inside, my mind isn't swimming with what if and worry,
and ruminating....over guys, and the future, and success, and who knows what else.
i've never had a clear head before. not even when i was small.
it's so new.

how did that happen?


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  • rupert7 said on Feb 02, 2008....
    Fally -  sounds like you have blossomed as a woman, found real motherhood,for want of a better expression. You have discovered what the important things in life are.I mean this in the best possible way....does it make any sort of sense to you?
  • Fallyn said on Feb 02, 2008....
    *laughs* it does, in some small ways, it really does.

    the stillness in my heart and mind is the calm i have needed for such a long time.
    i don't feel like the same person, and i'm really not used to it yet at all.

  • Actorguy said on Feb 03, 2008....
    I'm really glad to hear you sounding so centred Fallyn.  Maybe we should start calling you "Risen"  LOL.  How did it happen?  You fought like hell and got your girls back, that's how!  All the other crap just sorta pales in comparison.
  • lfbno7 said on Feb 03, 2008....
    Maybe all the stress and conflict and loss changed something in you.
  • Fallyn said on Feb 03, 2008....
    actorguy...that's kinda what i've been figuring....i've never had to do anything that difficult before....let alone succeeded.

    iffy....i do believe so....it's just......strange.

  • wombat said on Feb 03, 2008....
    Hello Fallyn!  This is like a story with a happy ending...I feel so glad that you have found that place in your life where you you are content and have your priorities in line--that's rare these days.  So to you and your little princess's ....Happy Ever After!
  • queenparanoia said on Feb 03, 2008....
    seems like youre growing to be the person you wanted to be.... that's very nice fallyn... =)
  • pickersplock said on Feb 03, 2008....
    I'm very happy for you
    Fallyn!
  • Fallyn said on Feb 03, 2008....
    wombat. *grin*
    now.....if only i could get them to stop fighting........cooperate with me.......STOP BOUNCING OFF OF EVERYTHING.......

    is it just my kids or do most kids think EVERYTHING is a trampoline???
    including me?

    i feel like joon in benny and joon when she's freaking out cause sam was going back and forth with the broom.......
    motion overload massively.
  • Fallyn said on Feb 04, 2008....
    queenie....*grin* it's  exactly like that. *laughing*

    pickers *grin* thankyou *hugs* i hope your life is going well.
  • lfbno7 said on Feb 04, 2008....
    Benny and Joon is one of the few good movies I saw on Showtime. Anyway, that's what lots of babies do, spin and fly around with joy and excitement, here and in heaven. Baby souls do that too. You love them and they drive you nuts. Sounds pretty normal.
  • silverwhisper said on Feb 04, 2008....
    seems to me that happened b/c you don't have the constant problems and wrangling of your ex, fallyn. :>

    ed
  • Fallyn said on Feb 04, 2008....
    silver. i agree.

    iffy. well, it does make me feel better that it's normal. :P *grin*

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