so since i decided to take this semester off from school, ive started seeing a weight lose doctor. a family member starting seein one first which sparked my interest, since i have tried diets from weight watchers, to adkins, and BEYOND! SO i went an saw the doctor, which she started me on weight pills more less known as speed, and i have to record all the food i eat daily and more!
after the first few days sick, i started feeling great! excited, just thinking about all my friends seeing me next semester skinny! and happy! i started working out harder, almost four times a week an sometimes more! my old clothes still did'nt fit but my usual clothes were falling off. It was obvious in my face, and butt how much weight i had lost! I was so thrilled, thinking that actually this would work!
SO today, i went to the doctor today, i go once a month and check in, of corse i send in my food diary weekly to make sure i am doing things right.
SO ive been thinking that i've lost 10-12 lbs weighing every so often at my house, but really thinking that when i got upset and had 7 pieces of pizza a few weeks ago, that my weight had gone back up. So i braced myself for the pep-talk from my doctor.
THe nurse came and got me from the weighting room, an it was time to weigh, i slipped my shoes off like always, an stepped on. She said she was done and i slipped my shoes back on and sat down,asking her how much i had lost? I knew i just stood on the scale but it couldn't be right the big bar that says 200 she moved down to 150! she had to be WRONG! Right?
NO! I lost 14 pounds! in less than a month! All my hard work had paid off, watching what i eat almost 7days a week only having one free meal a week! and working out! trying to stay positive, and upbeat! AND yes i did it!
I even decided that i should talk to my doctor about what i want to weigh, i told her id love to be 40-50 lbs lighter! that would put me at my highschool weight! she told me the way i am going, with all my hard work daily i should be there by JUNE! she smiled an said just in time for summer huh?
OMG! I havent worn a bathing suit in years! my ex of 2 years never even saw me in one! I am even now more excited, i've started making a list of the clothes, and types of clothes i want to buy and wear to show off my new figure!
TO think of what all my friends will say when i go back to school! exspecially my guy friends! I want to have eyes on me an people say that i look great! but all in all i feel it!
I did stiart taking shots today as well under doctor supervision one a week, they didnt hurt, i thought that extra step should be taken to further help me get to my goal, but anyone who is overweight by atleast 50-60 lbs know that its hard to be overweight, its hard to be happy, hard to like yourself sometimes!
I strongly recommend anyone who wants to lose weight try regular diets first but if those havent worked like they have for me, then seek a doctors help, one who specializes in weight lose! and good luck to anyone who tries!
i hope to meet some people through here who have had success stories, or are wanting to lose weight! i'd love to have some pen pals!
all my luck
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