• moonriver said on Jan 30, 2008....

  hey memyself -- i'm so proud of how you're holding up strongly, my friend. sometimes it's hard to stare at the bad side of things, but the longer you stare at it, the more good things you will see coming out of the bad...
  
  hunters and campers and cleaning deer... hmm, i'm sure you can turn that into some good sooner or later... :-)
  
  

• Mamie said on Jan 30, 2008....

  hey MeMy, well you know that God wanted you to know that He is with you so he threw you a miracle before its time while He worked things out for you. You asked and he answered. But he has greater plans than that...so he threw in the cousin as a wrench so that this great plan #2 can come to fruition. Do not give up...and if I were you, I would be bragging about how it works to be flexible in life....Life is ALWAYS plan B....can't wait to hear...good luck as you sort things out, I know you have a lot going on right now,,, pm'ing you in a sec...M

• Battycat said on Jan 30, 2008....

  Oh I'm sorry it didn't work out, I don't think I'd be able to cope with all that crap either. {{{{{{{{{{hug}}}}}}}}}
  Something else will come along. Keep your chin up :-)

• quietone said on Jan 30, 2008....

  we all go through these rough patches MM&I.  we can either "stack em up" and build a wall out of them or we can look at them, handle them and then move right on past them...I think you are doing the latter...:) This is good!  {{{hugs}}} I also agree with mamie ~ 

• Me-Myself&I said on Jan 30, 2008....

  Moonriver ~ you are proud of ME!? huh....why the heck for....for being as changing as the seasons. any ol way....i'm wore-out! i'm not giving up or in but....i need rest. like i said....hidden feelings. it's not just the country home, or the wild-man i'm married too. i haven't heard from my son!....oh my Lord, it all wants to pour out. i just can't let it, or should i? cnfdigeehkgn......changing the subject here....Moon, my friend i wish you were sitting here right now so i could share some tea and a good chat with you. Thanks.

  Mamie ~don't you get tired of listening to me? heck, i wish i didn't have to listen to my BS. i'll answer your pm when i leave here. thanks sweetheart!

  Battycat ~ what is meant to be....will come in it's own time....... i quess it's magic :~(  that keeps me on my feet and moving on down the line! i just don't want  to look foolish. thanks for stopping by and being a good friend

  see ya

• moonriver said on Jan 30, 2008....

  memyself -- of course i'm proud of you. for being strong, for taking on whatever's thrown your way. of course i'm proud of you, and don't you ever forget that, my friend. now get some rest, while i prepare some tea... :-)
  
  

• Me-Myself&I said on Jan 30, 2008....

  Quietone ~ like i said....i DO have faith the size of a mustard seed to move that mountain. But just in case i don't...i'll go around it or up and over it! one way or another i'm going to get it right!

• Me-Myself&I said on Jan 30, 2008....

  Moonriver ~ you put a lump in my throat, tears in my eyes! thank you....i think *smile*

• skald said on Jan 30, 2008....

  I am sorry that it was like that but it was right of you not to move there. It would have been a disaster for you. yes why should you not tell us. Most of us are nice and we want the best for each other. We listen to each other. We laugh together and we cry together. We share. 

• wombat said on Jan 30, 2008....

  Sorry it didn't work out as plannned, but good that you found out things you needed to know ahead of time.  (I made that mistake once when I "borrowed" a place to stay from a guy friend.  He kept coming over as if he still "lived there" and wanted to bring pals around to party!  I had to throw a mock hissy/crying fit to get rid of him until I could move.)  Good luck on finding a better place--it''s in the cards.

• evil_twin said on Jan 30, 2008....

  I'm sorry things didn't work out for you the way you had hoped. I sometimes worry about sharing things here for the same exact reason you do. I feel stupid if something doesn't quite work out the way I planned. But that's life. And all of us have been there. So don't worry! We understand :-) I hope something better comes along soon.
  
  -evil_twin LA
  

• FutureGoddess said on Jan 30, 2008....

  MeMyI - I am truly of the opinion that EVERYTHING happens for a reason.  We may not know what the reason is at that point, and sometimes want to look up in the sky and say - Goddess!  What the heck is going on!!! But it will all reveal itself in due course.  As you know, it's just a matter of trying to keep your head firmly screwed on while you are going through it.  Blessed Be!

• FutureGoddess said on Jan 30, 2008....

  By the way - I have no idea what the reason is that the above comment got posted 4 times...LOL

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Jan 30, 2008....

  
  
  With your courage dear Me-Myself&I  you encourage others!
  
  I am happy you wrote this. . .I could almost feel your relief, the release of pent up emotions and screaming thoughts! 
  
  I am in the same boat, but unlike you, all the words are still stuck in neverland.  I feel guilty because by keeping things from friends here in SC, it seems I am being distant, which is far from what I want.  I admire you that you liberated yourself.  I hope to feel free to write/blog again without self-consciousness - soon...
  
  I am glad that you made the decision you did regarding the move.  Friends here will cheer you on, whatever happens, this has been my experience too.
  
  All the best to you!
  
  Warmest regards,
  
  paper ~
  
  p.s.
  
  Again thank you for the reading!  I was so touched you took time for me <3
  
  {{{warmest embrace}}}
  
  
  

• rupert7 said on Jan 30, 2008....

  Me-Myself&I - I am disapointed for you but like wombat said,at least you found out ahead of time.It would have been a lot worse if you had moved in and then all this crap had started happening,so you could look at it as a lucky escape!  (((hug)))

• bluegum said on Jan 30, 2008....

  i am mad as hell at this creep he should have explaned everything to you ..... thats just a mongrel thing to do.......wifie and i hope you find a place soon.

• Me-Myself&I said on Jan 30, 2008....

  Skald ~bless you dear lady! i know. it's a habit i have....hiding. but as you can see i'm trying and learning to trust. that is just one of the reasons i'm a loner and a nature lover. i can hide really well in the woods. wink* and why shouldn't i tell you all....well, fear of judgement, what may be said about my bouncing life. shootfire, skald folks here are nicer than my friends i can see and touch.  anyway, like i said....i'm in a mood and it is lingering. i do thank you for your kind words. take care  see ya

  Wombat ~ yep, i am thankful he spilled the beans about everything. i wouldn't of liked being there alone with strange men going in and out of the place. hey, you throw mock hissy/crying fits? huh....maybe i need to have a real one? it's been along time since i came unwound. thanks for stopping by and commenting.

  Evil ~ i'm sorry it didn't work out too. it was a real nice place. things lately aren't working out....first a dream job, i couldn't handle, and it was a joke anyhow. then a house that would of never been a home. both actions were of my doings. i see red flags, i got to wonder why. yep, that's life. ok i'll try not to worry. thanks for the understanding and your kind,wise words. take care and hope married life is fine and dandy!

  FutureGoddess ~ Blessed be to you. thanks for the supporting words. my head knows all things happen for a reason. but my heart says different. then it gets worse....my heart gets into my head! talking about having your head screwed-on....it's been rolling around for awhile now. but i've been thru much worse. this is where i draw my strength from. knowing what i have been thru and i have survived. oh, i took care of those 4 comments. *smile* thank you for caring and stopping by.

  PAPER ~ courage....Courage is grace under pressure ~Ernest Hemingway        

  and one of my other favorites is....

  It's hard to beat a person who never gives up.   ~ Babe Ruth

  i am one of those people, i refuse to give-up but....i'm am taking a beaten. it was my pleasure to have read for you. *smile* you are one fine soul!

  all the best to you too! thank you for your very kind words. take care  see ya

   

   

• Me-Myself&I said on Jan 30, 2008....

  Rupert ~ hi hon. yup, i know. and you are right, it was a blessing that it went down that way. i'm feeling better just admitting that my life sucks sometimes. i'm on a roll....wink* i'm not one for lying so i hide. now i don't have to hide or pretend! ((((hug)))) thanks alot! see ya

  Bluegum ~ at lest no money was exchanged. that is why we all met. i always hated doing business over the phone lines. get someone talking and you asking questions....well, the truth will come out. and this time the truth set me free before i got sucked in. thanks for stopping by and commening. oh, *smile* i love bluegum too. see ya

• FutureGoddess said on Jan 30, 2008....

  You know, MeMyI - was thinking about the situation - and I realized that there has to be a better place out there for a nice small fee without the issues, just waiting for your to find it.  The Universe will deliver...

• GracefullyGrowing said on Jan 30, 2008....

  It takes a lot of courage to release the familiar and seemingly secure, to embrace the new. But there is no real security in what is no longer meaningful. There is more security in the adventurous and exciting, for in movement there is life, and in change there is power.

  By Allan Cohen, and extremely applicable to you, our dear Me/My.

  ~Grace~

• wombat said on Jan 30, 2008....

  Me-Myself&I:  I can really put on a show if I want to....ha....the real ones are quite effective also, btw. Coming unwound can be so cleansing!

• crybabylu said on Jan 30, 2008....

  That is nothing to be embarassed about, but it certainly had to be disappointing.  I have run into things like that, and aren't they maddening?  I'm just glad you found out before you moved, wouldn't that have been depressing.?  Keep your chin up, I know it is hard sometimes with all you deal with, and remember you can pm me anytime.  love you, dee

• Twylarants said on Jan 30, 2008....

  MeMy~ I like what you said to Rupe about feeling better just admitting that your life sucks sometimes...ain't it the truth!
  I'll bet all of us have had this kind of thing happen at least once in our lives.  I know I sure have.  When I get in that kind of mood I just wallow in it for a while, there's no other way around it.   There's nothing wrong with feeling sorry for ourselves occasionally...we're only human, after all.
   I hope you find that place out in the country, and if you find two, let me know ok?
  Right about now I'd cheerfully kill for a little solitude.
  

• Me-Myself&I said on Jan 31, 2008....

  FutureGoddess ~ hi! all things come to those that WAIT....i'm waiting. hear the tapping of my foot **** you are a sweety! thanks for stopping by

  Grace ~ *smile* bless you my friend. Change=power....huh. i'm wonder woman....alllllright! no, just making light of things. you know i've been thru 3 full years of change. i want off the change-coaster. no more ups and downs and those deadly curves are a bitch. but i'm holding on with all my might. i have gone past being scared to being sicken. i am a surviver. i do take proud in my spiritual strength! (hug) thank you my friend!

  Wombat ~ i thought about the last time i threw a hissy....it was at the river and i was shouting at Heaven and i saw a motion is the river that scared me. strange day and thing to see. well, at lest i know that they are listening. *smile* thanks for your always supporting words and ways!

  Crybaby ~ thank you. you are a fine lady. i read your posts all the time. they are full of love and strength. thank you for your wisdom that you share! take care and thanks again.

  Twylarants ~ my solitude is very important to me. not for any reason other than that it's who i am! a hermit. *smile* i have opened up here in the past few months more than i have in my life time. if or should i say...when i find the right place, i'd love to show you all about the solitude of country living. i know you would love it. if i see two neighboring houses....you bet i'll call you up and share! it is always nice to see you! thanks for the visit.*smile* 

  got to go to work soon.  i do love you all! you have made such a difference in my life! THANK YOU!   see ya

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