Blah, I've been feeling so blah for the last two weeks. It might just be the weather, with all its rain and gloominess and cold air. It might be my depression creeping up on me again. It might be both. I have no idea what it is. All I know is that I'm in a bad funk.

I know this because I've stopped writing around the 13th and not due to lack of ideas, plot, words and the like. And not because I am no longer interested in the story or have found another story to write. I've just been feeling so blah that I don't feel like doing the things I love to do. I want to do them, but I can't because of my blahness.

Gah, it's just frustrating and I know I have to get myself out of it somehow. I just can't figure out how as of yet. Maybe talking this out with my therapist tomorrow will help out.

In other news, this semester of the newspaper will be even crazier than last with our small staff. It first started out with just the five of us, me included, which is definitely not a good thing. Then, we got two more, thank god, but we're still going to go crazy and will be workiing our asses a lot harder. We'll somehow pull it off because we always do somehow and some way, but man oh man, I'm going to be driven up the wall with craziness! I'm still hoping and praying that someone comes along and decides to join late. Either way, however, things will get done. Wish us luck.

In other, other news, in three months, I'll have been with The Boyfriend for two years. First and longest relationship for me...EVER! And it's shocking to me that anyone would stick with me for so long and vice versa.

And other than that, life has been pretty blah and pretty normal. And I'm finally taking a life-career planning class to help me out and all that jazz. I'm hoping it helps me out in some way.

Also, somehow and some way, I'm going to start reading at least one book once a week. I used to read so damn much when I was younger and I miss doing that. I also used to play the piano almose every day, but stopped doing that too. But I have so many books and a keyboard and I hardly ever use either. So, with Tuesday and Thursdays off and because my therapist mentioned that I should actually be doing stuff for myself aka have a little fun doing the things I love to do, I'm going to make time to actually read a book and play my keyboard. Hopefully, it'll get to the point where I'll just do it out of habit like I used to. I'm also hoping I'll start exercising again, even if it's just using the treadmill.

Now, I'd write more, but I have nothing else to say. Besides, I tend to be blah and boring anyhow. I hope all is well with everyone here.