I tried to squint to see the beautiful rainbow of colors i've seen before but to no avail. But i noticed something. Beyond the blinding light was was a dim one. I noticed it before but i didn't pay attention, i was too drunk in the beautiful colors of the stronger light. It has always been there beconing me, trying to get my attention. Now I gave it my attention. I approached it, as I did, memories of the original light came flooding into my memory. The darkness! How could I have forgotten my original world. I was overcome with remorse. I felt quilty to have to forgotten it. The dim light brought it all back to me. When I looked back i was shocked at the scene before me. The blinding light is no longer there. What I see is a black void. I reached out to touch it and I felt pain I never experienced before. The pain almost consumed me. I was in horrible pain. Suddenly I was pulled into the void, everything is dark there. I felt that there was no hope. It was a void full of pain and suffering. Everything is sick and rotten. I tried to make my way into the dim light but everytime i get nearer it goes farther away from me. I was frustrated. It's so near yet so far. I started to cry. Tears of anguish ran down my face. I couldn't endure the pain in the dark void. It's sucking the light out of me but i couldn't. I cry out to death but it turns deaf ears towards me. Is this the price for forgetting the other darkness? I wanted to go back but it's too late. The portal is closed and the only way back is death. But death won't hear my pleas. So here I lie, in a world of darkness that bears the curse of mankind. Welcome to my dark world, a world so opposite to the darkness in which i resided before. To the world where wickedness and evil reign.