my life is so boring right now... add to the fact that i do nothing in here. and yeah i still have trouble sleeping...
my nomal sleeping time starts at between 1 to 2 am... yeah it sucks. somethings bothering...
add to the fact that i feel like my dreams seems harder to realize each day. maybe it's because i haven't started on it yet. i mean i badly want to go to manila and find a job so that i could go to school... but i'm still stuck here in iloilo. i have to finish my grandpa's birthday party. it's a big event.
and what else have been bothering... well i told my younger brother why i quit school. i told him about my dreams of becoming a pastry chef and having my own bakery someday. i thought that he would uderstand me because were always together but i was wrong.
he felt that quitting school was not a good idea for me. well i told him i'm living my life for me and not for my parents.
i guess i was hoping that he would understand me. i just hate it cuz he's my brotehr and were close and all... like i expect, he thinks i'm gonna fail in this.
it sucks that all your family does not believe in you anymore. like youre a walking loser or something. it sucks.
although from now i'm not gonna expect any emotional support from them. or from anyone at all.
from now on if i want something to happen i'm just gonna do it. no expectations... all i need right now is hard work, faith, and lots of realization that life sucks... only if you choose to make youre life sucks...
well i hope you have a nice day soulcasters...
erase that...
choose your life to be happy my dear soulcasters...
keep on blogging!!!
