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Seems like ages since i've been here. I miss you all especially Ed, Polar, Husbandhater, Queen, Lioness, Botoni, you guys really helped me a lot during the storm :)
 
So how are you????
 
I am in Manila, starting a new life.
 
Gosh, so many things have happened since i told you about R threateningto kill me.
 
Here it is in a nutshell:
 
1. Run away from him, refused to go back. He continued to threatened, begged, cried and knelt. I stood my ground. My in-laws hate my guts.
 
2. Went to Manila with the help of my friends, was able to find a place to stay and was able to work in one of the call centers here. So far, so good.
 
3. Love someone here in Manila. A great guy. Polar, he's someone younger.
 
4. Plans to stay here, until heaven knows when.
 
5. Miss my kids like hell. My heart feels like it's being shredded everytime i think of them. It's my fault they are not with me. I was afraid to drag them somewhere I was not even sure would be a good place for me. I regret that every single day.
 
That's all for now.
 
Glad to be back :)
 
Happy New Year to ALL!!!!
 
elle
 
 


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  • botoni said on Jan 23, 2008....
    Yani! Thank God you are safe! I ve been wondering whats been happening for you. You re making a new life for yourself. Dont worry, you ll find a way to be with your girls. Give it some time and keep us posted. Hugggggggggggzzzzzz....botty.
  • yani said on Jan 23, 2008....
    YEP!!!
     
    I am safe, sad yes, but safe.
     
    I am sad cos i miss the kids but that can't be helped, for now.
     
    I will have them botty, even if it's the last thing i'll do here on earth, but i'll do it in good time. I won't be any good to them dead or insane, cos that's what i'll be had i continued to be there.
     
    huggzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.......... :)
  • Lioness said on Jan 23, 2008....
    Just happened to pass by today... Got a very busy sked. And I saw this!

    Hello sister, glad to hear that you are doing ok.... and welcome back!!!

  • queenparanoia said on Jan 23, 2008....
    ohmygod yani!!!!!!!!! i miss you!!!!!! i was actually thinking of you last night!!! talaga nasa manila ka na? well i'm glad that you weren't together with your asshole husband... but i hope youre okay with your kids... where are they now?
  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 24, 2008....
    I am glad that you are able to rebuild your life, and I am glad that you are back.

    Your husband sounds familiar, oh right, my sister has an ex that is similar to yours, which was also stalker(ish) and scary and threatened to blackmail me if my sister won't get back together with him. Sheesh.

    I am glad that you are safe!

    Cheers
  • silverwhisper said on Jan 24, 2008....
    yani, i'm glad to see you again, but more than that i'm glad you're free of him--i've been worried!

    [hug]

    ed
  • yani said on Jan 26, 2008....

    Lioness sis! muahhhhhhhh!!!! I am doing great here in Manila. Things could be better but what the heck I am free!!!!  I hope you'll have more time to spend here in SC. Remember, life is too short ehehe.......uhhmmmmm how's the love life, if any, going on??? updates please LOL

    Queen! hahahaha just thinking about you makes me smile lil sis, uhmm young sis pala hihihi......... Dinagyang ngayon! di mo kami ininvite! blog about it ok? i know it's great every year.

    Dazed??? wow! is that you? where in Go'd green earth have you been? or am i the one who's been missing round here. Now lang kita nabasa uli ah LOL as if naman andito ako always. enways, nasa abroad ka na ba? san nga ba yun? sensya na memory gap ako heheheh......... how are the boys?

    ED thank you so much for your support. Your advices then helped me a lot, yours and Botoni. You two are just heaven-sent. Thank you! I am glad to be free of him too, more than that, it really feels like i've been reborn :)

    I hope after all these times that i have not been around, you are able to sleep better now?

    {{hug}}

    elle

     

     

  • silverwhisper said on Jan 26, 2008....
    yes, yes i am, thank you! i'm just so glad to hear from you! :>

    ed
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 26, 2008....
    yani: uu nga eh!!! i just woke up.... heheheheheh i partied all nit ght long!!!!!! i'll blog about it mamya... =)
  • queenparanoia said on Jan 26, 2008....
    hehehehe wrong spelling ako... =)
  • dazed_and_confused said on Jan 27, 2008....
    I've been kind of busy with the changes that happened to me in the last year.

    I opted to stay in the country and am now working in Eastwood as a web developer, because the offer was irrisistable. The boys? Well, unfortunately things did not work out with Jason and Rain, unfortunately, which kind of left me a bit at a loss. Oh well, that is life. =) I'm also rebuilding my life right now, one baby step at a time. :D

    Cheers
  • anonymous said on Jan 28, 2008....

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  • Lioness said on Jan 28, 2008....
    Cheers  for the freedom sis!! I could sense your inner joy. Lovelife? Next question please! Hahaha.. Oh well, changes in the office made me a bit tied up in my table and less in the pc. But I will drop by once in a while.

    I really am glad you're finally back.

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