Ok so starting at the basics... sugar-coated of course. Only to protect my true identity of course. So i im 18 (true), i live in antarctica (false), im working not studying (true), and i have a pet dinosaur (false)..(obviously)

Anywho's im Second Best, pleasure to meet all of you splendoured readers out there. Im average height, a bit overweight, and a dag at heart. However, i have the maturity of a person 7 years my elder and am not a spoilt, self-indulged brat like the people my age at work... My name Second Best comes from the obvious... My ability to always wind up being second best to, 'that girl with the awesome hair', 'that chick with the gorgeous figure' or what more often then not is the most accurate... 'That chick who he cant have a decent conversation with but will sleep with him or at least give him a quickie'. I guess thats pretty much it. Im the girl that always picks up after my mates messy mistakes and help them make the rest of the guys in her life realise she isn't a slut.

But i don't mind really, i've totally grown accustom to it. I mean i live with one of the main 'First Best' girls in my life now. I realise i may never fall in love. Although my heart keeps telling me i have before. But i think it was more lust then anything. You see he was the tall dark and handsome pretty boy at work. After a drunken escapade in town one night we shared a kiss.. But then im gonna say [To Be Continued] cos that story is way to long and complicated for an intro..

So that makes my love life at present non existant. Im not a dating person, i have only every been in 3 official relationships.. Here i'll even give you a laugh.. At age 15, Boy #1: 1 month and 3 weeks, and then again for 8 days later on. Age 15, Boy #2: 6 days, broke up with him the day before my 16th.. Last but not least Boy #3: 6 days, if that... So you see i do have a bit of a commitment issue, i run scared before they get a chance to so that i protect myself from getting hurt.. Stupid i know.

Lets see what else is there.. im the youngest of a numerous amount of brothers and a sister, plus the family has started to contract some in-laws as well. I needed to have a chance to grow up, since i was always living under them. So i spread my wings and speant part of last year, '07', in a country other than my own. A life changing experience. It helped me grow in myself and to appreciate a family i lost faith in so long ago. My relationship with my folks is strange.. i guess im the Daddys girl of the family but i still felt i was never a good enough daughter, like i was always dissapointing him.. And im to much like my mother for us to be able to stand eachother for more than a few hours.. She wants me to grow up being more confident and outspoken then her so badly that is drives me insane.. her depression pulls me down.. But i love her to much to tell her so i deal with it.. My brothers give me shit but you get that, and i gave up on a relationship with my sister a very long time ago. She tries but i guess i got sick of putting in effort way before she decided to start..

Thats pretty much it for now, i gotta get a bit of shut-eye before i go to work. I hope you all enjoy this intro and i guess i'll be online to start the real blogging shortly. And if theres anything you wanna ask me, feel free to.

Yours Truley 'Second Best' xoxo

~looking out for all those decent people that are always overlooked.. guys and girls~