After reading about the caning and bruises and joy that submissives were enjoying, I was feeling a bit less than relaxed.  Is that where I'll be in a year or two? They submissive I read were looking for pain when they met their masters tho, so again I lay my trust in my master's hands.

But, I have to admit it did quite set the most relaxed mood for deep throat cock thrusting practice. But, I figured I'd take some test shots and start practicing how deep I could take the dildo. I gagged alot.  Threw up a little. But, finally started to find an angle where it went deeper than another.  I decided I needed to relax.

So, I grabbed a beer.  I spilt most of it, creating a mess to clean, but the taste relaxed me.  I put on the blindfold and took a couple more test shots and decided to roll video.  Then I got lost a bit from the practice and started enjoying the fantasy of sucking my master's tasty cock.  I tried to suck it deeper and deeper but, rather than sticking to the goal of jseeing how deep I could take it down my throat I really wanted that flexible, realistically contoured vibrator to cum.  But, it was going to be a very long video.  I pushed it down deep enough to gag a few more times to practice, then imagined my dildo shooting its load in my mouth. 

A little more practice as I fall asleep tonight but, let's record my first practice at just barely 5" deep. ....helpful suggestions are welcome