Again dear God it is getting much too late tonight or perhaps it is already morning since I am never sure exactly what time it is although yesterday I vowed never again to get stuck in this repetitious gerbil rut of  staying up well past my bedtime when I tend to lose track of how late it really is. 

Unfortunately dear God whether its night or day it's almost time for me to say goodbye before I have barely started this unfinished life and/or had the slightest inkling of insight concerning what it means to be truly alive every moment of every day since I have yet to scratch the surface of this thing called "life" and/or begun to emerge from the womb of  ignorance.

So dear God before I slip away I pray for one last chance to contact someone/somebody/anyone/anybody, to connect with a fellow human/alien being who will assist me in creating a panacea pill that will provide a cure for the sorry state of the universe. 

And one more request dear God--Please allow me to look into eyes that see, speak to ears that hear and relate to a brain that can explain why a dog howls beneath a full moon?