I've been participating at a diabetes support group website. I'm not only doing it to learn more how to cope in my daily life, but to promote my new blog as well. I'm finding that the most wonderful thing is happening.
People are following my link from the discussion forum to my blog. I'm getting private messages about how well they think I'm doing and how much that my blog helps them. They like how I'm open about my experiences. I'm finding that newly diagnosed diabetics seem to be identifying with me the most. The fear I've felt is a very common thing. They think I'm an inspiration.
Me?
It makes me feel like I'm doing a little good from my tiny corner of the world.
My endocrinologist said I would help a lot of people if I published my health journal, but I decided to do a blog instead. Maybe she was right about the sharing part. I'm feeling that maybe I'm finally starting to find my purpose.
If feels right.
Every time I log on to my stats page, I see my readership expanding. When I apply myself to promote it, I see reward for my efforts staring back at me. I shake my head in disbelief.
I do believe that all things happen for a reason. Maybe I was given this struggle with diabetes so that I could find my way to helping other people. Stranger things have happened.
A long time ago I had a dream/vision that felt incredibly real where Jesus said to me, "Bring back to me that which you know I like." I awoke with the words in my head, "and goodness and mercy shall follow you all the days of your life." It's never left my mind.
I've had a bit of an epiphany that maybe this is how I'm supposed to be giving back. I have happy tears as I write this.
Maybe I'm on to something.
CW



