Just wanted to let you know that I did get the results. I'm completely at a loss for words right now... not sure what to say.
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skald said on Jan 21, 2008....
Please Mariah. I don't know how to take it. Luv
I do hope you are O.K but you are making me fearful.
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Sunshine_Mariah said on Jan 21, 2008....
skald - Sorry... I just, can't even begin to write a post! :-( The news I got today wasn't good... I'm scared, and upset and not thinking clearly. I don't know what to do. I have IDC breast cancer... I can't explain at the moment. -
Mamie said on Jan 21, 2008....
breathe, girlie, let your tears flow. We are here when you need an ear. Blessed be YOU ((((((hugs))))). I am going to google this so I can begin to understand. I am sending you prayers and well wishes. Mamie -
lampshade said on Jan 21, 2008....
I just googled it too....I'm trying to learn as much about this as I can. We're all here for you when you need someone to talk to. -
MissMimi said on Jan 21, 2008....
Sending you massive amounts of positive energy and prayers. {{{{{{{{{{{{{Mariah}}}}}}}}}}}}}} I believe in the power of prayer, and you have lots of prayers coming your way. -
destinydiva said on Jan 21, 2008....
((((((((((((((((((hugs)))))))))))))))))
I am so sorry sunshine, but dont try to deal with this alone, were here whenever your ready to talk about it, my prayers and thoughts are with you xxxxxxxxxx
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polarheart said on Jan 21, 2008....
{{{{{{{{{{{SUNSHINE}}}}}}}}}}}} Breast cancer can be cured, honey. I have a very dear friend (my age) who is living proof of this. . .others here too are proof that you can overcome this. Please dont throw in the towel. You hold onto life with everything you've got. I will pray for you as well.Love and sincere care, Polar -
Lucytorial said on Jan 21, 2008....
Sunshine, let the shock subside first then honey make sure you arm yourself with as much information as you possibly can, the more questions you ask the better.
Also own it! own what is happening to you, do not give up in your mind, your heart or your spirit. If you own it then you can deal with it okay!
Chin up, heart up head up head on you can deal with this sweetheart!
If you need to talk to someone in the cancer community here then by all means pm me, I went through it with my husband for 4 years, non hodkins stage three (organs)
You are not alone girl. *hugs*
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evil_twin said on Jan 21, 2008....
I'm really sorry that the news wasn't good. I don't know what to say really, but I am thinking about you. Try and be strong....
-evil_twin LA
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vacantmind said on Jan 21, 2008....
Well, darling it looks like your 5inch heels are going to get a workout. Its time to strap them on and kick some ass. I know that this feels crushing at the moment. Your body has betrayed you like mine has and so many others.. You have many cancer survivors here at SC that will support you and guide you, take advantage of that. When you are ready we will listen...in the mean time...((((((((((((HUGS))))))))))))) -
skald said on Jan 21, 2008....
Mariah. (((((((((((((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))))))))
You will beat it. Set your mind on beating it. Luv
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lfbno7 said on Jan 21, 2008....
Boy does that suck. What are they doing about it? My mom beat off lymphoma three times, and ended up dying of heart problems after kicking the crap out of cancer. I want you to take a lot of vitamins and minerals, whether the doctors are sharp enough to tell you that or not. They put some muscle into your white blood cells to eat up the cancer cells like Pac Man. Take large quantities of vitamins, not just those stupid little round one a days. -
Sunshine_Mariah said on Jan 21, 2008....
Thanks all! I'll be back sometime... not sure when, to reply to each of you. Right now I just want to sit here and pout :-( -
Lucytorial said on Jan 21, 2008....
pout away honey! stick that lip out as far as you can. *-} we'll still be here. -
D6fer said on Jan 21, 2008....
sorry to hear that sunshine....another prayer coming your way....you can beat this! -
lalalalalala said on Jan 21, 2008....
oh i'm sorry sunshine! i do love a good pout and i fully support you in that endeavor. -
quietone said on Jan 21, 2008....
{{{hugs}}} I don't know what to say either...other than also praying along the way... -
Mr_Box said on Jan 21, 2008....
So sorry to hear about this. I will definitely be thinking of you and hoping you beat this. I think you will. You've got a lot of people rooting for you and praying for you. -
secretlife said on Jan 21, 2008....
and so your journey takes a little detour....you join so many of us who have stood where you stand now-- who've had our worlds shattered by the knowledge that our bodies have betrayed us in some big way....who have had to acknowledge that we aren't perfect....you can do it mariah. you can accept this, fight this, and get past it.i'm routing for you......praying for you! -
pickersplock said on Jan 21, 2008....
Aww, sweetie, everything's going to be okay. You keep moving forward, do what you need to do to be healthy, and punch that cancer right in the face!We're all sending you our prayers and good wishes!You're gonna be fine! -
Battycat said on Jan 21, 2008....
I'm so sorry mariah. {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} -
wakingharmony said on Jan 21, 2008....
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{Sunshine}}}}}}}}}}}}} All hope is still not lost hon. Pray it to God! With him there is always hope. Will be praying for you sweetie! Margaret
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the_infernal_optimist said on Jan 21, 2008....
((massive Infernal hugs))
You can fight this. I know you can!
~Infernal
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GracefullyGrowing said on Jan 21, 2008....
I know what's in your future. Let me tell you what beating cancer does for you.It shows you just how strong you really are. You see that you're indestructable. You can conquer anything after that. You can take any blow that is dealt you, after that. Other people look at you and go . . . "Wow. She's just amazing". . . after that.And you know what? You finally believe them.Are you ready to be a winner?I knew you were.~Grace~ -
gingersoul said on Jan 21, 2008....
Sunshine....i am sorry to read this....i have a very dear friend who has been diagnosed with breast cancer last year....now she has been declared cancer free.
Let the news sip in your reality and then fight.
You have friends and support even here.
Beat the beast!
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CreativeWoman said on Jan 21, 2008....
Sunshine,
You are in my thoughts and prayers. (((((((Hugs))))))))) We'll all be here to lean on when you're ready.
CW
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Sunshine_Mariah said on Jan 21, 2008....
I can't sleep... I want to cry but the tears won't come! :-( All I can manage to do is get sick....Sorry this isn't a reply to you people, I'll do that tomorrow likely. -
scipio said on Jan 22, 2008....
Take care & praying for your remission and recovery. -
FutureGoddess said on Jan 22, 2008....
Mariah: You can beat this! This is #1 on your 101 list and it will be accomplished a hell of a lot sooner than 1001 days!
You go girl!!!
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queenparanoia said on Jan 22, 2008....
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i'll pray for you mariah.... have faith... you can beat this...
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Carlar95 said on Jan 22, 2008....
Hey Sunshine (my daughter and I call each other Sunshine). Too bad the results are not good. The positive side is that in this day and era there are solutions so I ech Ginger and Polar who have friends who have managed to overcome this.
I get the sense you are a strong woman. Stay strond and I will join the others in saying prayers for you.
Many hugs.
Carla
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fearing said on Jan 22, 2008....
Sunshine, I'm so sorry the results were not good. Sending you a HUGE HUG and I will be praying for you. -
Mamie said on Jan 22, 2008....
good morning sunshine! Ok, I am armed with information and ready to talk when ever you are. I have a friend who beat this already and even she is willing to talk with you, if you like. I know you have many decisions to make right now and some of them are scarier than scary. My friend was a stage three because of what she had, so hers may be different than yours. My other friend had stage 4 lymphoma and has now been five years cancer free....I have enlisted an army for your support team in pennsylvania and people are at the ready for whatever you need! Blessings to you on this day and I hope you enlisted the support of your family too! mamie -
moyz said on Jan 22, 2008....
Mamie...you are great! Sunshine I hope everything works out. Enlist all the help you can get. ((((((((hugs and warm wishes))))))))) -
wombat said on Jan 22, 2008....
Sending a prayer and an armload of hugs....look at all the support you are receiving here---hope you will draw strength from it. -
husbandhater said on Jan 22, 2008....
((((((((((((Sunshine))))))))))))))) Here is the biggest of bearhugs for you. As you sit and read this imagine all of us holding your hand and hugging you in this moment. My prayers go out for you. You can do this,you can beat this,and you will. Do what you must to greive for the news you've received and then wipe the tears away b/c this is the moment that you LIVE;~) This is your moment honey. This is the moment that you show your body whose boss. Keep your heart and mind strong.
Think positive and look to family and friends(here at SC too) for support. I will lend you what strength I have if it gets you through a day much less the week. There is a place called Cancer treatment centers of America they have commercials all over t.v. if you live in America. I'll post the telephone # if you'd like when you are ready for it.God bless you.
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ShakenToTheCore said on Jan 22, 2008....
My thoughts are with you. Strength in numbers and you certainly have the numbers part behind you here! We know you'll be okay. ;) -
Sunshine_Mariah said on Jan 22, 2008....
Mamie - *takes a deep breath* Thank you!
Lampshade – Thank you!
Mimi - *hugs* Thank you for the prayers!
Destiny - *hugs* Thank you for your thoughts and prayers! I am trying my best to come here and talk.
Polar - *hugs* I’m holding on… thank you!
Lucy - *hugs* Thank you! I’m still trying to let the shock subside… it’s weird really. I own my mind, heart and spirit… thanks for reminding me of that.
Evil – Thank you for your thoughts!
Vacant - *hugs* If only I knew how to walk in 5inch heels… hehe. I’m really beginning to think I should have said ½ heels or something! Lol
Skald - *hugs* Thank you!
Lfbno7 – Thanks!Lucy – Ok… I’ve put on my pouty lip. Thanks!
D6fer – Thanks for the prayers!
Lala – Thank you!
Quiet - *hugs* Thank you for the prayers!
Box – Thank you! It sure does seem I have a lot of people rooting for me!
Secret – And so my journey does take a detour! I’ll just have to grab a map and continue on. Thank you!
Pickers – Thank you very much!
Batty - *hugs* Thanks!
Waking - *hugs* You’re right… all hope is not gone! I’ll just keep reminding myself of that. Thank you!
Infernal - *hugs* Thank you!
Grace – Thanks! I hope that one day people will look at me and say… wow, she’s amazing! :-) And yes, I am ready to be a winner!
Ginger – Thanks for the support!
CW - *hugs* Thanks for keeping me in your thoughts and prayers!
Scipio – Thank you!
Future – Thanks, but I think my list of 101 things will have to wait!
Queen - *hugs* Thank you!
Carlar - *hugs* Thank you! I like to think I’m a strong person… so it’s nice to see someone else who gets that feeling too! :-)
Fearing - *hugs* Thank you!
Mamie – Good morning to you too! Thank you for creating a support team… that was really sweet of you.
Moyz - *hugs* Thank you!
Wombat - *hugs* Thanks! And I am most certainly drawing the support from here. I didn’t think I’d be able to come here today and read what was said… but I knew if I didn’t it would be like, giving up already! SC is part of my daily routine, and no cancer is going to change that!
Husband - *hugs* Thank you! I can totally picture all of you holding my hand and offering me hugs. And I plan to tell my body who is boss... just today, I want to rest a little and get my motivation up. I live in Canada, but I do have contact numbers for such things here; thanks though!
Shaken - Thank you!
*Wipes tears* Thank you to everyone! You have all been amazing!
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Sunshine_Mariah said on Jan 22, 2008....
Just as a note... I am going to write a post about the results and what came about... I just can't right yet. Yes, it's hard and all to just think about/ write, but it's also confusing for me because I don't really remembering hearing too much after the words "You have cancer." I'm sure you can understand my point here. Thanks again to you all! -
one.way.or.another. said on Jan 22, 2008....
im not sure what to say, but im so sorry. i dont think ive ever come across you here before, but im here if you ever need to talk.
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uniquely-ironic said on Jan 22, 2008....
I'm sorry the news was not better. I am going to have to educate myself on just what you posted as I am not familiar with the term. I do want to say that -
rmuxagirl said on Jan 24, 2008....
Hey Sunshine. I know hearing that kind of news is never what we wanted to hear. I heard it last april....hodgkin's lymphoma. and like you said I didn't hear much after you have cancer. I just sat in the hospital and cried. If you need someone to talk to at all pm me and I will send you my email and whatever. We'll talk and whatever you need. Just know you arent alone k
HUGS and LOVE
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Sunshine_Mariah said on Jan 24, 2008....
oneway - Thank you! :-)uniquely - Thanks! :-)rmux - I'm sorry to hear that you also went through this. Thank you for your support! *hugs* -
blastfromthepast said on Jan 29, 2008....
Sunshine: I'm so sorry to hear the news! You've been offered some excellent advice. My best wishes and prayers are surrounding you right now.
Love, Blast
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