****will hold my hand if i'm scared... who will tell me that there should be nothing i should be scared about. it's just some irrational fear. and then wipes my tears and holds me tightly...
***watch movies with me and really enjoy it... it maybe some campy comedies or chick flick or some heavy drama... i like a guy who appreciates a good movie...
*** who can cook/attempt to cook for me. it may not taste good but at least i know he cook it for me...
*** who will share his ideas about life, love, philisophy, religion, politics, etc.... with open mindness. i hate closeminded guys...
*** who will not be intimidated by me. i guess this was another reason why i dont have a boyfriend. multiple people told me that guys find me intimidating... and those people were close to me and knows the real me. do i intimidate guys? maybe...
***who will love peanuts and my younger siblings. a man who loves animals and children just like i do... a big plus if he's a dog lover and a super duper plus if he loves guinea pigs.
***who will say yes whenever i wanted to have sex and who will respect me if i dont want to... okay this sounds funny for me... =)
***who will not be so-sweet-i-wanna-barf in public. i hate pda(public display of affection) sorry that's just me. i rather like it if he do it in private.
***who will kiss me and then his lips stayed a little longer because he loves the feeling of kissing me.
***who will accept my weird/disgusting behaviors sometimes. like smoking and cursing.
***who will get along with my friends and family, because they are the important to me.
***who will appreciate everything i do for him. because i will appreciate all he will do to me...
***who will love me eventhough i feel fat/insecure/ugly sometimes.
and lastly...
***who will treat me as a QUEEN and not as a princess... a princess is someone you take care of and you spoil... not me... i wanted to be treated as a queen. someone who you respect and treasures....
well, this is all i could think of right now. is it hard to find someone like this?
i'm not really in a hurry to find someone like that right now... but you know it gets lonely too... and besides i hate being the president of NBSB club.... (no boyfriend since birth).
oh well...
keep on blogging!!!
