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The day I saw you firts whas realy beautiful,           -    <3
Love at first sight, for me.
I told nowone because I don't think people belive in 'Love at first sight'.
So nowone knew untill the day you kissed me first,
I whas in Heaven, I thought you loved me too.
 
The day after that you went away, fare away from me, you called.
You told me I had to forghet everything, tears came to my eyes.
The next day you came back to me, you came to pick me up to talk about the situation.
I didn't like it, I whas stressedOut.
I was sitting next to you in your car and we were driving nowere, first saying nothing.
Later the words came, it broke me but I didn't wanna cry in front of you, I had to be strong.
when he whas done talking he droped me home again, the next days you didn't call.
I didn't care. I needed time.
 
I whas lying in my bed one day, the same week and my phone rung, you wanted to meed me again, I whas realy happy, you hold my hand the whole day!
Gave me kisses...But,
The next Day you left me again but you send me realy sweet messages everyday!
And you kissed me again when you were back.
I loved you so much! My days with you were happy and always fun.
I loves you smile, your eyes, your smell, your touch, your lips, you voice. everything of you!
 
I don't know what happend then, something went wrong. And we were history.
I had to forget everything, the first time it was easy but now..
I'm broking, Sad and I don't know how to forget,
I still want you, still want to talk to you and I want you to love me again.
 
but you met my friend....
 
'This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
I love you
I loved you all along
And I miss you
far away too far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing
if I don't see you anymore
On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd withstand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore,
Believe it,
Hold on to me and never let me go...
 
I will always love you, M.

 


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  • gingersoul said on Jan 20, 2008....
    Girl.....if this is your first love...it will not be the the last one...if this is your broken heart talking..it will not talk in this way forever...
    I know the words like "time" and "patience" and 'love yourself" and "temporary' dont mean much to you right now...
    I have been there where you are...like many others have been too...
    Sharing the pain is not easing it......
    But try to remember this....the tears will stop, the heat will beat again to a normal beat again... the nights will be shorter...
    you will smile again.
    Now...you have to grieve the death of your first love.
     
    Talking about it will help you a lot. I know.
     
    I wish you all the strenght you need to heal fast.
    And then you will keep this memory in your heart to love again.
    Its one of the many laws of love.
    The hearst is flexible...when it seems to break forever somehow sometime it will feel whole again.{{hugs}}
     
  • kram said on Jan 20, 2008....
    THERE IS NOTHING I CAN SAY HERE TO EASE YOUR HEART... BUT I MUST TELL YOU THAT, LIFE IS LONG... LOVE IS GOOD... AND TIME IS ON YOUR SIDE.
     
    GIVE IT TIME
     
    STAY BUSY
     
    WRITE MUCH
     
    AND HEAL HEALTHY
     
    ... ITS OK. LOVE WILL NOT BE A STRANGER AND THE LOVE TOMORROW WILL MAKE YOU FORGET ABOUT THE LOVE TODAY.
     
    REST EASY.
     
    -KRAM
     
     
  • Racerboy said on Jan 22, 2008....
    Sorry that happened to you, don't hold on to it and let it fester.  Give yourself freely and maybe the hurt will go away.  Give yourself the chance to love again. Don't let it turn you bitter like i have done. 
  • crybabylu said on Jan 27, 2008....
    I am glad you came to SoulCast.  There are so many caring people here.  I am truly sorry for your pain, and am sending good thoughts your way.....dee
  • Peanuthead said on Jan 30, 2008....
    I was sitting next to you in your car and we were driving nowere, first saying nothing.
    Later the words came, it broke me but I didn't wanna cry in front of you.
     
    This happened exactly like that to me once; it was a sad day, but turned out better- instead of breaking up, we resolved to fight for us and be stronger. Neither of us ever forget that day in the car. We still go back to that very spot every now and then- it makes us stronger.
    Last time i told her i would propose to her on that very spot- to make up for the tears i made her cry that day.
     
    Hold on to me and never let me go...
     
    I will always love you, M.
     
    I love the ending...i love the story, it's really familar to me in some ways. I'm rwading it again!
  • Peanuthead said on Jan 31, 2008....
    Breath easy, you will see the sun again.
  • lenzy_tanallon said on Jul 27, 2008....
    I feel so sad this story. I also hurt with my first love actually I still love him now. but God one of the powerful giving me a strenght to forget my guy and stay what life I have. life is always go on I believe that. eventhough sometimes I feel so down to my self, but my life is always continue never stop till I found the right man for me to live happy life. I learn how to stanp up by my self it is because of the trails..it's challenge to me to front the problem not to back out. always be fight and be stronger. all the pain is in me. it's hurts my heart cries it's not easy to forget my first love..I do wrong with him too. and now I always be patient not all the time of my life is ended. I will be happy through the trust of God. Don't give up!!! life is go on... lenzy tanallon
  • anonymous said on Dec 16, 2008....
    one question wat if ur inlove with ur cazin and u never wanna let go and hes 27 ur 13 and he left went to canada forever my only wish is to bring him bak help me help me i donno wat i should do i mean i cant tell anyone that im in love with my 27 old cazin that is in canada should i tell him should i keep loving him caz i no i might belong to him one day should i get over him BUT HOWWWW ??? HELP ME PLZ !!!!!!!! nellie

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