Ana.......i completely understand your feeling......i too left my city and guess what? i moved inTexas...from where you run away....i come from the other side of the ocean though....Italy...its a long way to my home...
I have been in this city long enough to see her changing and growing..and yert i dont stil feel it as "my" place..
I long as you do to come back to touch the shore with my toes..where the ocean talks to me and i have true friends...
Sorry you are feelign in this way too...
Talking about might help...
Ana......some days i just want to strangle everybody...i know they have no fault biut they just irritate me so much......i see them all so comfortable in their lives.....they are born here, they like here, they want stay here, they probably wil die here...
Like it is supposed to be when you live in your country....
But me? I am here only because my daughter doesn't want to move back in Italy...my job doesnt give the possibility to move at least in another area more enjoyable for me and so ..i feel i am stuck here...
I still plan to come back though...this place is not where my body will rest forever...:-)
I hope you can make your dreams come true....