Sigh! Well, I can't really complain...I have a good job that pays well and I end up surfing the net reading anything and not really doing anything. Yeah lucky me huh? But sometimes it can get tiresome and I feel that being unproductive makes me kind of useless really. Don't get me wrong...when there are things to do I do them right away. But lately since I have not been productive I tend to forget things. Anyway, I am the type of person that needs to be boss. So I've decided on putting up a business but with the credit that I have (thanks to credit cards) it seems that I have to work for 2 more years in order to pay them off. (huhuhu) With this, i'm going to be a slave to my credit card for a couple more years. Though I want to start a business soon, it scares me that it won't be successful and I might end up in even more debt...(sigh) It would be easy if I won a million dollar lotto or something but I know that I would get more problems with the money that I get. So what should I do? Work or start a business? I know that I can't do both...maybe I could but it wouldn't work for long. Oh man...i'm really confused!