I’m screaming my heart is pounding

as I slide across the floor,

I tried to get up but pain in my soul

is nothing that I adore.

It stabs me and jabs me

this I can no longer face,

and this tunnel of pain

leaves me far from grace.

From every side there is a wall

people can’t see in.

they give me ideas and I try and hide

but the wall is pretty thin

I can hear them outside

thinking their great

while I suffer at the sound

I just wish they’d notice

The blood I have shed

Listening to their ideas

As nothing works “I said”

It’s incurable, non endurable

Even though I’m still here

Enough is enough

As I shed a tear

I’m fighting I’m flailing

You don’t seem to care

Your drowning me in your words

This is something I fear

Since the 1600’s this disease

Has shed many tears

Your condensation and gossiping tongues

Is more than I can bare.