man...im jus waitin for things to look up.  i jus found out two days ago that i had to move out of my house.  I'm livin on post and i thought i would be able to stay here until my divorce was finalized.  apparently i was wrong.  my soon to be ex called and said that i had to leave in 30 days.  he said they found out that he wasnt stayin here so technically i was livin here illegally.....whatever.  he apologized like he had nothing to do with it...but idk...cuz i know hes been complainin about him not havin any money cuz of me...so who knows...maybe hes the reason y i gotta go.  so i got less than a month to find a place, pack all my shit, and go.  sigh...man this fuckin blows.  and where i work at is under the table so i dont have proof of income but hopefully ill b able to sweet talk my way into something.  Lord please help me.  this divorce keeps fuckin me over and over again in the ass.

other than this whole moving situation life was pretty good.  met  a few ppl....got a lil tlc, saved up money and was doing much better than most ppl that would b in my shoes.

i jus pray things get better, and things start lookin up.  i know once everything is out of his name things will b.  he's got the upper hand in most cases which sucks ass but it wont b like that for long.