• silverwhisper said on Jan 15, 2008....

  [hug]
  
  sh...it's gonna be OK, queen. there's no reason to fear. you have a life that's surrounded by family that loves you and many good friends who care for you.
  
  ed

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Jan 15, 2008....

  (((((((((((warmest embrace)))))))))))))
  
  Yes, do let it out.
  
  yours,
  
  ate papel
  
  
  
  

• queenparanoia said on Jan 15, 2008....

  silverwhisper: thanks ed... i really, really need that...

• queenparanoia said on Jan 15, 2008....

  paperback: ate {{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{HUG back}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}} kamusta ka na? takot ako dito.... buti na lang visit mo post ko... eto nga kanina pa ako umiiyak... nagbabasa nga lang ako ng soulcast para mawala takot ko...
   

• PAPERBACKWRITER said on Jan 15, 2008....

  Dearest queenie = X,
  
  Ganun din ako, kapatid!
  
  Isa lang kamay ko = /, ayaw magpababa ni Mary Tate, eh! Kung hindi marami akong masusulat!  Pero mas mabuti ito, basahin ko na lang ikaw. 
  
  Don´t be afraid, you are an inspiration!
  
  Tahan na, dito ako sa Alemanya, natulungan mo ako sa mga nasulat mo = ), see how effective your writings and rants are =  )
  
  = XXXXXXXXXXXXX
  
  ate
  
  
  

• Me-Myself&I said on Jan 15, 2008....

  this will past too. ((hug)) close your eyes....now sleep tight....their are those who look after you! good night.

• queenparanoia said on Jan 15, 2008....

  paper: awww now yore making me cry... =) it's midnight here and i'm still awake lurking around soulcast... i wish i could see your cute baby!!! i would have love to babysit for you!!!! pwede akong yaya!!! =)

  memyself&i: thanks for that... =)

• the_infernal_optimist said on Jan 15, 2008....

  ((massive Infernal hugs))
  
  I wish you were my sister so I could just use my big sis superpowers to make it all better. We all care about you, queen, and it's going to be ok.
  
  I hope you've found comfort here and are sleeping, or at least feeling better.
  
  ~Infernal
  

• husbandhater said on Jan 15, 2008....

  Sleep Deprevation sucks but I've been suffring for months now. Am almost ready to at least take a leave of absents from the lesser job. Son has doctor's appointment and I want to skip right now b/c I'm ready to sleep now finally and I've been home since 9am. It is now 1:26pm.

• destinydiva said on Jan 15, 2008....

  night night sleep tight mind the bugs dont bite
  if they do pinch em tight
  they wont come back tomorrow night :-)
  
  Hope you get a good nights sleep queenieP :-)xx
  

• uniquely-ironic said on Jan 15, 2008....

  OMG Queenie!  How did you get into such a state?  You are such a bright, loving person that it hurts to see you with such anxiety.  Please do take good care of yourself.  You are loved and you are special.

• biglove said on Jan 15, 2008....

  queen ~ I know what its like to be paralyzed fear and my heart goes out to you.
   
  Chin up ~ {{{{Big Hug}}}}

• skald said on Jan 15, 2008....

  Queen honey, will will be OK and you don't want to end it. This sounds horrible. Maybe you want to end being scared. You don't have to be scared of anything. There is nothing to be scared of.
  
  You say your prayers as you used to do and there is nothing to be scared of. please find your peace again and sleep well my dear. (((((((Hugs))))))))
  

• HoleInTheCosmos said on Jan 15, 2008....

  Please click on my name and look at my post about fear. It may help you to overcome the oppressive feeling.

• travelr712 said on Jan 15, 2008....

  this feeling will pass, qpdoll. until it does, take this ((((((((((hug)))))))))) against the deamons you are fighting.

• wombat said on Jan 15, 2008....

  Just wanted to say hello and hope you will feel better soon, sweet Queen.  I know it can be hard when things look a little bleak, for whatever reason--and not sleeping well on top of that...well, been there.  Hope you are not reading this because you are sleeping, and will be feeling better and back on the dance floor of life soon.

• cntlvmenuf said on Jan 15, 2008....

  Queen: I do hope you did finally go to sleep. As others have said...it will pass....Hold on to that glimmer of hope...and trust it....One day you will wake up and be surprised that it is no longer a glimmer...but the whole of you!!!
  It does get better.
  {{{{{{hugs}}}}}}}

• dazed_and_confused said on Jan 15, 2008....

  I hope that you managed to sleep last night... :) Don't worry queenie, you are going to be fine, things will work out :D
  
  Cheers
  

• CreativeWoman said on Jan 15, 2008....

  Queen,
  You are a resilient young woman.  You will make it through this fear and sleep will come.
  
  (((((((((((((Hugs)))))))))))
  
  CW
  

• Lioness said on Jan 15, 2008....

  {{{grips your hand tightly}}}
  
  Don't forget to pray queen.... Everything's gonna be ok.
  

• moonriver said on Jan 15, 2008....

  moonriver k'ung fu-tzu say, maybe queenie need 2 tbsp of virgin coco oil, followed by chamomile tea and foot massage. and black&decker power tool of your choice... ;-)
  
  

• rupert7 said on Jan 15, 2008....

  Queenie, its easy for people to say theres no need to fear, and usually there is no need. But it happens anyway.I know what you mean> (((hug))))

• crybabylu said on Jan 15, 2008....

  Before you lay your head on your pillow, or even while you are laying on your pillow, say........"queen, I want to have a sleep tonight without any nightmares, I want to have a peaceful sleep, so I can get up tomorrow and be wide awake and well-rested and feel good"  It also works if you want to get up at a certain time. 

  Try it, then tell me if it works.

• kruuyai said on Jan 16, 2008....

  queen:  Do you know what it is that's keeping you up at night?  I find that it's best to face my fears head on.  If I try to ignore them, they just get bigger and more powerful.  If you know what it is, try talking to a friend about it, or writing about it in a journal or here.  If you don't know what it is... pay attention to your dreams...even if they're nightmares..  Write them down and study them.  You'll find the answer.  

• queenparanoia said on Jan 16, 2008....

  okay i'm gonna cry with all of this comments... thank you all... i feel much better now.... i'm gonna post about what happened today that made me feel better... and dont worry about me. thank you guys... this really means a lot... =)

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