I haven't posted anything for ages, because first of all I dont get many comments and also cos nothing has happened so it wasnt worth posting about nothing. but at christmas 2 things happened and so im going to write about them because i cant exactly tell anyone i know!

first of all im going to write about the second guy i met because its so fucked up. i kinda had this fantasy but it was totally different to what happened and i never thought it would happen like it did. my fantasy is to have sex for money and sometimes guys on the internet offer me money but ive never done it. but i thought one day i probably wuld, with some guy from the net.

This happened just more than a week ago. i went to london on the tube by myself to buy some clothes with my christmas money, and on the way back the train was kinda empty except for 1 guy who was sitting opposite me. he was about 50 i guess, but im not that good with ages, and he was quite smart with a suit. he started chatting to me about shit and asking where i come from in america and then he kept saying i shuld be a model. i was just saying 'yeah, i wish!' and that it wuld be cool for someone to pay me just for wearing clothes. he started joking that a lot of people wuld pay me for not wearing clothes, and that i culd earn loads of money. then he said he wuld pay me, but maybe not for something like just not wearing clothes.

i was getting kinda freaked out a bit, but two guys got on the train and he stopped talking about that and just asked normal questions and telling me about him. but when the two guys got off the train he started talking about me and money again. first of all he asked if i had a boyfriend or if i had had one. and then he started saying that I was really beautiful and that every girl had a price that she wuld do things for. I was kinda really nervous and was just saying yes or no to things, but he kept asking if i had a price and in the end i said yes. then he started asking sex questions, mostly if i gave blow jobs and if i let guys come in my mouth. so i said yes to both of them.

then he said the question i knew he was going to say - how much money for me to give him a blow job. i said i didnt really know, so he said he wuld give me £50. i was thinking he wuld say more than that, and told him i wuldnt. he kept asking me how much over and over. well maybe about 3 times. and in the end i said £100 and i wuld do it. then he said ok, but for £100 he wanted me to do but with me naked so i said ok, so long as he didnt do weird stuff. which was weird for me to say because i didnt really know what i meant by weird stuff and i didnt say, but he just said ok.

then i asked where i was going to do it, and he asked what station i got off. i told him and he said that we could do it at the bottom of the car park because no one ever goes there. but that meant he wanted me to be naked in a the car park and it was freezing! i kinda assumed we wuld do it somewhere inside. so i said i wuld do it in the car park but not naked. so he said ok, but then if i want £100 i have to do something else. so i asked what and he said he wuld touch my body under my clothes before i gave him the blow job, so that wuld make him horny. so i said ok.

he told me to come and sit next to him on the train so he culd pay me now, and he took out his wallet and gave me £100 which i put straight into my purse! then we had to wait for 2 stops and he kept saying things to me but i was so nervous i cant even remember what he said.

when we got off the train we walked down to the bottom of the car park and he asked me if i wanted to do it, or give him the money back. i told he i was kinda nervous but i wuld do it. we were just standing there and he said to me to undo my jeans buttons and to undo my bra, so i did. and then he told me to turn around. i turned around and then i felt his hands go inside my tshirt and start touching my boobs. he played with them for a few minutes and then he put his hands down my jeans and played with my ass. after that he told me to turn around again and to pull my jeans down a bit, so i did and then he put his hand into my knickers and played with my pussy, but he didnt finger me cos i told him not to.

Then he took his hand out and told me it was time for me to kneel and he undid his trousers and took his cock out. so i knelt down and actually he had quite a nice cock and it was already hard. i did everything i know how to do, like licking his cock, and then sucking it, and wanking it with my hands and licking and sucking his balls. after a while he started wanking himself, so i licked the end of his cock, and then when he said he was going to cum i put the end of his cock in my mouth and sucked and then i felt him go all tense like guys do, and then i felt his cum kinda splashing all into my mouth. he told me not to swallow it and to spit it on to my face so i did while i finished sucking his cock. at the end he took his cock out and pushed his cum back into my mouth and told me now i culd swallow, so i did.

then we walked back to the station and on the way he said he wanted to do it again and i gave him my cell number. i met him the second time today. i got off my bus back from school and then i took a long way home and he was there in his car waiting for me. i got in and he drove me to a wood car park and once we were there i sat on his lap while he touched me and then i gave him a blow job again.

he wants to see me again and the last thing he said today was that he wanted to do a deal with me cos next time he wants to put his cock in my other hole. we'll have to see! lol